sigh

sigh
what's the happened going on
can you please say it out clearly
please don't just stay reticence suddenly always
i'm not a superwoman as that who known and what you're thinking about
please don't be a stubborn person
i got my own reason.not only think for yourself everytime
please think on my side too before you angry or whatever
no matter what.i hope you can understand it
you just make me emo always
just wonder why people can change just like a book flip to another chapter ?
is it fun to make people worry ?
now i tell you , WATEVER .
so....
don't try to mess up with me
untill the day i give up everything without any responsible reason
it'll be too late
it will be too late for you to apologzine
im tired with my life
im tired with everything
im tired to listen to others
im tired to explaining
im dying
im wish to back to the past
imissmylife

school concert

yesh~!!!
finally.set me free.see me fly
i just done my Pm folio now
come my blogger and blogging here straight*hehe
it's really killing me
never sleep tight everynight
almost sleep around 2am everyday
finally.it's done.i need more time to REST AND SLEEP^^

nothing special
nothing special happend on past few days
i'm happy
but still felt disappointed SOMETIMES*nevermind
yesterday*saturday
went to my school concert with my classmates.alan.ojibala
saw alotsa of friends around
no word can describing our school concert
just one word*L-A-M-E
this year will be the last year i stay at Chung hua
so i just went for supported it since i never go it two years already
no choice
meet my gals at imperial at first
afterthat i leave
meet my bui and went for our dinner
reach indoor around 7pm
just full of ch students and outsider surrounded the hold indoor
meet ong at first.cause all of us don't dare to went into
cause of some reason .*(
but at last we still get through lo.hehe*lucky
i'm started not really feeling well when the times i'm sitting down
my face.just like sunburn.getting hot and hot-est
untill my body.hands.legs
but i'm still ok at first two two hours
still can high with my gals and kepo-ing around
just keep on drink alot of mineral.just wanna to recover my hot-est body
guess what.i drink 3 500ml bottle of mineral inside indoor
nothing special inside the concert.just so damm alot of hot dance and singing part
that's all.the drama not funny at all pun.
and the choir.aduhhh.the sound just ants can hear.small like hell
i'm totally can't even sat probrably on my seat at last two hours
kinda sleepy much.and my face.body just getting hot and hot-est
no choice.i'm still need wait untill the concert end.cause i'm driver of my brother and friends.=.=
i just sat over my chair.never talk.just silent.down at all
just hope that times can flies like an aeroplane
so that i can go back home asap
i'm waiting.untill almost fainted
one minutes.two minutes.ten minutes.half hours.one hours PAST
the concert still haven't end
and the time was around eleven o clock already
sigh.jennica went back home.khung them all back already
left two of us.watched more half hours.ciaooo out from indoor
we just tired like hell.went back home straightly
drink half more bottle of mineral again before sleep
damm.felt like vomit.fainted.headche like hell
but at last i still fall asleep after few more minutes i went on my bed
too tired maybe

sunday*
woke up around 6am
wtf.i'm still not feeling well at all
my face still same
hot till----------------------------------
sigh.so what.i still need to attend my morning mass
afterthat meet my uncle that came from KL yesterday
actually he just passby.so stay at miri one night.went back to sibu just now already
ate our breakfast together
afterthat of course meet my bui around 10am
waiting the time pass.cause i got my piano lesson around 11.30am
my teacher really.....
when the time i'm on the way went to my music school
she was called me.ask whether when i'm
i tot she gonna scold me again
cause i'm late five more minutes again
but.i'm wrong
she ask whether where am i.did i went for my piano lesson today
i say yes.and now i'm on the way.almost reached
wtf.she tell me that she can't teaching me today.cause she was still busy that time
maybe not enough time to rush back our music school
sigh.waste my car oil and rushing there just for nothin
nothing to do.the time still early
got my church activities around 2pm
two hours more to go again
so i decided call bui up
since i'm boring and nowhere can go...
afternoon activities+meeting
kinda boredom.i just so sleepy and tired
untill now.i'm still not really feeling well
at least i got drink refresh water from bui
so now much more better than last nite
hope that it will recover soon
-Bless me-


4days to go
sibu
i'm coming soon and soonnnnnn

60days more...
hongkong.
i'm coming again....

awwww.
so sweettt

grrrrr~!!!
boring and it's 0033am now
it's times out for me to blogging alot of rubbish here
plus i'm nothing to do.nobody online
guess bui now sure sleep like an pig already.arghhhhh~!!!
how syok.i just finish done my first folio
sigh
bye everyone.
good night



i promise...

hongkong

arghhhhh~!!!

p.moral project.just killing me

so damm many and alot

just hand-writing is available.print is not allow

what the fuck...

still in process-ing now.try my best to finish it before sunday

my hand just write untill so pain now

since i never write those many word around half years already=.=

rest for a little while

comes and blogging here for my life in 25 of march

ohya.*)

comfirm something now

sibu at next coming thurday.that's 2 of april untill 5 april

Hongkong trips on 29 of May till 8 of June

hahaaa.so damm exciting in this two trips now

i want shop like hell

but.no money no talk

daddy.money money come.*)

i know you love me always

ciao first...

times out for me

gotta continue my works .*(

tuesday

a ton of project haven't done and haven't start at all
expiring date just coming soon and soon
oh-my-gosh
who can help me?
i'm just fully of lazy-ness

ohya
this coming saturday will be our school concert
i got two tickets right now
one is rm25 another one is free ticket for every ch students
of course.i got it too
still confusing.which tickets i gonna choose
arghhhh~!!!!

hey.
times pass fast
9days more
i'll be going back to my hometown soon
near and near
can't wait
gonna shopping hard.play hard
meet all of you soonnn.....

i'm tired
don't know what's the happen going on
no choice
just let the times cure everything

hapii birthday*

Hapii birthday to my beloved Brother.Lawrence
hapii birthday to BrendaLeo here too .*)

school reopen today
damm~!!!
just so tired.woke up early in the morning .*(
talking with my friends most of the time
never even study at all
keep updated and kepo-ing with classmates.*hehe
afternoon just wnt imperial and meet bui for a little while
buy a small cake cost 50 for my brother this afternoon
agrhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!! i'm really poor-ing now
planned to give him a suprise
at last.i FAILED
nevermind.still got little suprise for him
cause he tot that i really buy nothing to him this years
since he know that i'm really poor-ing now
but.at last.i still got heart lo
buy a small cake for him.hehe
went imperial mall alone for a little while
repair my ex ph over alphacom
since i'm their customer always
meet someone over imperial too.*)
stay at home hold night
kinda boring till death
just chatting with Lyn*LoL
we two just like keep blablabla
boring here and there
nothing can do
complaining this and that around
sigh.ut's ok
that's is what we call LIFE SUCK~!!!
0910pm now
still early for me
but.what can i do
at least facing my laptop
doing nothing
times out.sleep.*)
byetoaLL
goodnight...


10days more....

sunday

ahhhhhhh~!!!!

something just killing me around

just back from church now

bored.no much people came this afternooon

cause most of them still on the way coming back from Sibu

station game again.just not really in mood to joined

but it's still fun.^^

stay at home the hold day

just went morning mass at 7-8.30am this morning

one hours piano class around 11am

2 hours youth activities around 2pm

others time just DAISY IN THE HOUSE*LoL

really so wondering i'll stay at home this two days

even my parents also felt little bit weird

so what.No choice

ciao first

bath.and sleep

untill the next morning

suiii~!!!

back to life with full-time sleeping daisy

11days more

sibu

tiring

tiring day
11.22pm now
i'm still here
wrong.i just wake up
since i sleep from 6pm untill now
woke up online and blogging for a little while^^

ohya.*)
yong text me just now
tell me that michelle had changes alot
why? what's the reason?
worry about her
cousin.please take kaire yourself
see you all soon^^

f-u-c-k you up
izzit hard for you to reply a short msg
don't forget
you do.i do
so don't try to do anything that make me angry
i'll try to do back something that make you angry
*boom
i-hate-you

arghhhhhhhhhhhh~!!!
so tiring now
still so sleepy-ing
i just go on my bed around 3am last nite
woke up around 7am this morning*wth
bui gave me a morning call
ask me went to studio
K-n-s
i just can't in mood the hold day
no-any energy
we reached studio late.paiseh
i'm the very first time went up there
nothing can do
just looking around*boring
waiting the times past
went somewhere that downstair of their studio for breakfast
then i went for my music school for my piano class
guess what.teacher say she got student
then ask me wait for Awhile
10 min.15 min.20min
wth.i'm lazy to wait
tell teacher straightly that i don't want to waste my time for waiting there
changes my class time to tomorrow^^
so i went back home
since didnt got any date
wondering.is it saturday
daisy in the house lo weiiiiiiiii^^
went to airport for fetch my daddy at 2pm
afterthat back home again
nomore
just stay at home the hold day
no really in mood...

ciao first
i don't wanna to wait more
just wasting my times
maybe is it really hard for you
just go AWAY
don't comes to me*TQ
wanna go and sleep now
bye to all of you
night.sweet dream

close

NoMore...
damm.lame.gotohell
close your bitching mouth
STOP.no any explaination
i don't wanna to hear more and much
No Choice.Disappointed.End.Changing.Stop
keep it silent or secretive doesn't meant by i don't care in everything
please don't try to betray and cheating around
i know.you do
cause i'm not Stupid or Idiotic
stop your lame hobbies.attitudes.temper
i hate.alot and alot
don't try to hiding behide
hiding more.more i know
how i know? don't tell you
no reason.cause i'm not silly^^
better stop it ASAP
don't approve.don't tell.
nevermind.i don't mind
since i can check it out in alot of way
sigh.wtf.Stop please
otherwise you'll regret it in one day
someone around you is the example
hope that you can understand it
sigh.i don't wanna to write more
just wasting my times
rather go and do something that i like~!!!
B-i-t-c-h

tag

Last beverage → refresh water from bui
Last phone call → Mr.alan
Last text message → Mr.alan
Last song you listened to → my ph ringtone.Zhaozhidaoai
Last time you cried→ last weeks or few weeks ago...

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → no i think
Been cheated on → of course .*(
Kissed someone & regretted it → huh.no
Lost someone special→ maybe...

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → complicated
Laughed until you cried → yeah^^
Met someone who changed your life → colourful or darkness?
Found out someone was talking about you → maybe.i think so...
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → i don't know
Do you have any pets → no.i hate pets
Do you want to change your name → for..NO
What time did you wake up today → 5.15am.wtf
What were you doing at midnight last night → sleeping on my sweetie bed
Name something you cannot wait for → hometown.sibu.im coming soon.13days more~!!!
The last time you saw your father→ this morning.8.30am
What's one thing you wish you could change → fattie daisy
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → no.LoL
What's getting on your nerves right now → .....=.=
What's your name → Daisy Ling KS
Elementary/Primary School→ Sjk(c)chung hua
Middle/Secondary School → Smk chung hua
High School → Smk chung hua
Hair color → black
Long or short → super long .*)
Are you a health freak → yeah.but not always =.=
Righty or lefty → lefty

FIRSTS :
First surgery → no
First piercing → when i was 13years old
First best friend → noone
First sport you joined → badminton i guess..
First pet → no
First vacation → can't remember

CURRENTLY :
Eating → no
Drinking → yap
Waiting → waiting for you .*)

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → of course.one guy one gal.it's Enough
Want to get married?→ depends
Careers in mind? → too many much and more

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → no.Impossible
Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol → of course
Lost glasses/contacts → yap
Ran away from home → no
Broken someone's heart → maybe...
Been arrested → no
Cried when someone died → yap

YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → 60%
Miracles → yes
Love at first sight → no
Heaven → complicated
Kiss on the first date→ no
Angels → not really

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → noone.
Do you believe in God? → yes.of course

blaming

my mood turned down suddenly
i'm blaming myself now
sorry for what i did
but.i'm regret.please forgive me
i hope that i can fly
so that i can go somewhereelse ASAP now
grrrr~!!!
ok.I'm fine
just a little small happen

today*
nothing much special
but.i awake by my parents around 5am today
wtf =.=
sigh.who ask i'm their driver*sienz
went here and there
place to place the hold morning
meet my bui around 12pm
lunch.sleep.tea time
spend our tea time at XingShaoBao
since i had a very long time never eat Shao Bao .*)
plus our pimples keep pop up without reason .*(
so must control our food.can't simply eat something like Kfc or Mcd etc...
night time went boulevard
grrrr~!!!!
brother alot of macam
I HATE HIM~!!!
always need me to be his driver
he is the one whose always got alot of function
since the time still early
so i decided went to boulevard
shop alone at first .*(
but at last i saw boy.ahyung.rongyaw and one?? came
so follow them for awhile
back home around 9.30pm
bui called me out from yamcha again
omg~!!!
escape it much more better
my eyes just gotta close
small and smallest

ciao first
i gotta sleep
miss my sweetie bed .*)
nitezz everyone.sweet dream

bored~!!!!

grrrrrrr~!!!
kinda boring
a very meaningless weeks with my holidays life
everyday just went to the same place
nothing to do.walk and walk.talk and talk
i want to leaving here ASAP~!!!
since everybody was fly
alot of friends going to sibu this morning
for Methodist youth choir camp
i wanna follow too nahhh.ISH

Yesterday*wednesday
Movie day
sibeh alot of people went to parkson
because of what.Movie day=.=
meet my bui around 10am
afterthat i text Yan Lan
she said got Kimmy.sze ling.en mei.kuen yen.yan.jennica.khung
all over parkson.and they decided to watch movie around 1pm
i'm lazy.but i'm so playfull too.*)
so we two decided go and meet all of them before the movie start
i just kinda tired to out.so what.i wanna to meet my friends la
since we never meet each others from the day of holidays start untill now
we was late.reach there around 1.05pm
not my fault.ask that bui.keep dressing there
kek chin^^
i reached there and we went MCD for meet all of them up
they say times over and no more tickets for the movie that they wanna watch
sigh.waste my times came over there just for nothing
they decided to shopping.walking around parkson
i just kinda tired and sleepy to walk.talk and shop
since i almost go there everyday
walk and walk.my eyes getting small and smallest
bui was hungry.so we decided went Kfc for our lunch
since they want to shop.we had nothing to do behind
meet them up once after lunch
then.they decided went to imperial mall
Khung drive.LoL*
can't even imagzine her scary driving skill
if you wanna know you can try go and ask the gals that sitting in her car yesterday
me and bui sitting in our car.looking her driving.just so worry about her
becareful la gal.*)
everybody back
guess what.i still got tution class around 5pm
grrrr.wth
when boulevard for a little shop with bui.kimmy and kuen yen
since the times still early.so we went there for a walk.teehee
kepo-ing with kimmy while tution
just wasting our times over there
keep on chit chatting*hehe
after tution.reach home.dinner.bathing
straight lying to my sweetie bed around 8pm
sibeh tired.sleep untill second morning just awake by my mummy.*)

thurday*today
nowhereelse can go
since i was going out everyday
just went imperial while waiting my car at car wash centre with bui
night time went out for dinner.that's all

countdown for the day to hometown.*sibu
sibu.sibu.sibu
im coming soon
drink hard.play hard.shop hard.eat hard
14 days to go.*wow
soon and soon
miss you all like hell
since we never meet three month above^^

ohya
hari gawai soon
two more month
meant by mid-term holidays soon
where i gonna spent with my two weeks holidays
still confusing on it
alotsa of choosen
headche~!!!
sibu.kk.taiwan or hongkong
GRRRR~!!!

chatting with Lyn in Msn just now
since we had a very long time never kepo and chit chatting in msn
updated alot of News
we found that something that scary had been happend around miri now
it's seems like a fashionable situation*LoL
you know.i know.it's okie
shhhhh~!!!*teehee

colourful or darkness...

daddy*i love you

non-makeup face

*wow

i love my daddy always

my beloved dad.*I LOVE YOU

no matter how.i'll still loving you always

you make me happy always while im down

FINE.i just back from airport now

daddy just came back from china today

one week never meet him dy.

finally.his came back already*miss you.

guess what.daddy bought 2 Lv and one Gucci bag for me at China

i love the design so much

it's not real.but so what.i don't mind

disappointed .daddy got bought one Lv that got little same as mine previous one

so maybe i'll give it to my mummy*hiaks

i'm so sad now

kinda down just now while i was waiting the flight at airport

but.i'm fine now

at least daddy got bought something for me make me happy.*)

you just trying to make me to disappointed on you once and once

i'll try my best.i won't be care so much and more

far and far.short and short.fast and fast

you just go to hell better much and more

don't keep talking alot of bullshit around

i don't wanna to hear your any bitching sound

all just FAKE

woohoo*

i'm gonna back to my hometown

very soon

missyoualllikehell

can't wait

two more weeks to go...

The weak can never forgive.

Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.

tag by ONG

幸福點點名

1. 我的大名：Daisy Ling
2. 我的生日：5 August
3. 誰傳給你的:Loo Soon Ong
4. 說出五個好朋友 ：Vivian.Ahyong.Jennica.Kimmy.Ong.....
5. 题失踪了=what's it???
6. 生日想要得到什麼禮物：Too many much.Guess Watch.Gucci wallet & bag.New Cellphone etc..
7. 近期開心的是 ：Going back to hometown soon(two weeks more).*)
8. 近期壓力大的是：SPM coming soon .*(
9. 未來想做什麼啊：Confusing =.=
10.有沒有喜歡的人：maybe.not really sure...
11.同學會要回去找老師嗎：Impossible
12.跟誰出去最幸福 : My beloved family and bestie friends
13.如果你的兩個好友吵架了：so.....
14.跟情人出去最想去哪：Travelling .*)
15.聖誕節做了啥：stay at home.celebrated Alone
16.最想跟誰過聖誕節：aLL of my bestie friends
17.有沒有起床氣: ??=/=
18.有幾個兄弟姐妹：only one youngest brother
19.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : ------
20.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的)：------
21.喜歡什麼顏色：White
22.上廁所會不會先沖水：*LoL
23.愛不愛我：who're you??? *LoL
24.喜歡男生還是女生 : which one?? relationship or usual friend?
25.最想大聲說什麼: Fuck you son of the BITCH
26.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所：of course
27.上廁所會不會脫褲褲：huh.of course.impossible you NO.*)
28.誰很欠打：you~!!!
29.現在很迷什麼：MONEY
30.睡相很差：hahaaaa.ugly till---------------
31.現在的時間：8.03pm
32.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人：yap.cause this my very first time answer the tag
33.體重多少：secret.fattie gal
34.今天天氣：no really good
35.你懷孕了嗎：Impossible
36.你若中樂透最想做什麼：buy all the branded thing that i want.shopping like HELL
37.大學生一定要玩的活動：not interest to know=.=
38.寂寞时最想找谁聊天：my buddies

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(1) 被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷.
(2) 請老實的回答每一個問題.
(3) 不行擅自塗改題.
(4) 寫完請點10位小朋友，不可不點.
(5) 點完後請通知那10位小朋友他被點到了.

Ten person that i wanna TAG:
KIMMY
YUENLYN
ANTHEA
SALLY
QOO
BOYBOY
SIANMIN
JOANNA
AHYUNG

Gan En Younth Nite 2009

Finally.It's End
Great performance
really had a very very good experience for all of us after this perform
at last.we've done and ended this 3 round performance
we 've learned alot
practised hard.try our best to perform
at last.we get a good result.not the bestie.but the best^^
i'm was kinda tired and sleepy now
finally.it's end
i gonna had a big big rest start from now.ON
since i sing hard.dance hard.hold body pain.sore throat come and visit me.*(

don't wanna to write more.
too tired.
let's show ur guys some of the pics that we took

hate

f-u-c-k
daisy ling.calmdown please
sigh
not only moody now
heartpain.plus super duper hyper angry now
what happen?
nobody will know the truth answer
only me the only ONE.daisy ling
i'm tired.hate the feeling
untill i choose to AWAY
why don't say it clearly?
why should hiding everything happen here and there always?
F-U-M-S-O-B~!!!
Tears dropping down once times without REASON*
can't even concertrate while i was driving.eating.etc...
something keep repeating in my mind non-stop
can't even understand what's the happend going on
why should hide it so far away
this not only the first time
but recently.really weird
everything just seems like changes without your permission
i'm really scared one day i will lost everything without my permisson
can't even imagzine it at ALL.
no because of i was thinking too much
just because of im really can't understand and can't get the answer that i want always
i didnt got get mad infront doesn't meant by i'm really happy always.
i choose to lie you.not because of what
i just so damm bad mood
really tired to continue facing about your bitch face
that's why i choose to lie you and go AWAY
since you always trying to cheating around like i'm stupid.FY~!!!
sorry.you're just totally wrong.
nevermind.one days you''ll know all the truth
just wait the day coming.it'll be soonnnnn
sigh.i don't wanna to write more
kinda dissapointed.heart so pain
i'm really see it clearly and know all the happening more and more clearly
day by day.month by month
i won't be care on it any anymore
don't blame on my decision
that's what you force me to do
*BOOM~!!!


SIBU
I'm coming back soonnnnn
can't wait
my dear grandma.relatives.friends
see ur guys soonnnn
2 april

sick-ing

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!!
im really totally getting insane
wtf.im sick-ing now
hold body hot like HELL.sorethroat somemore
whatelse.grrr~!!!
my leg.dont know why.pain like hell.
my face.almost pops out five pimples*wtf
sigh.

-----------------------------------------

daddy went to KK today
tomorrow morning will going MACAU
grrrr.i want follow too.shopping like hell la.^^
so bad that examination still in processing .*(

FINE.
kinda tired now
gotta had a nap first
tonite gonna going parkson shopping with my family.*(

sucking~!!!

what the f***
why all the bad thing comes to me recently
non-stop
first.second.third.fourth etc...
untill i'm tired and getting insane
untill i choose to surrender
i know.i'm sure i will be the Loser this time
my mood really more down and down now
untill i dont wanna to out and talk to everyone
i choose to hide in my room.be a full-time sleeping daisy
for what.just because of i wanna to escape all the truth
i admit.i didnt got courage to telling you-all the truth.for non-reason
just a little reason because of i scared ur guys can't accept my decision
or block all my thing.
now.all the happening had happened
so.what can i do
izzit times out for me to telling you-all the Truth
please don't scold me or get mad.Can?
please try to accept my decision and all the truth.Can?
please believe me.Can?
God bless me
i hope that times can cure everything smooth as soon as possible
-Amen-

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sigh.
one hours more gonna rush to chuch
for practise.*sienz
not really in mood at aLL.since im moody and all the pimples comes out on my face.*five~!!!
GRRRR~!!! SHit.
just back from New pelita just now
with Alan.Ks.and one gal.*dont know her name*hehe
didnt got talk much.since im down
can i just fly high and missing for sometimes
ok.i'm fine
try my best to solve it Asap
since the problem getting more and more seriously

tiring day

G-O-S-H
i'm so damm hyper tired now
my eyes can't open properly already
gonna ciao to my bed straightly after this post
tomorrow still need to attend Food Fair at somewhere
and tomorrow still got practise.*aiks

woke up around 6 o clock this morning
i'm late
i should be wake up around 5.45am
who know.i was oeverslept.LoL
can't blame on me.cause i was too tired this few days
not sleep well.since i was so busy recently
know what.i get shocked when i was still sleeping this morning
cause my hp rang with a louder ringtone that call She Bu De*LoL
i thought its was alarm
but No.just get shocked because of the hp rang so loud-ing suddenly
when i was still dreaming and sticking with my sweetie bed*hehe
guess what.Mr.Alan msg me early in the morning.just 6am
Oh-My-God
just told me that he will arrived miri at the next two hours
K-N-S.luckily he got msg me
look at the time.it's was late
woke up immediately.standby.wash.brush.make up those
cause i got morning mass arround 7am
i was totally late
i reach there around 7.05am
start le i just reach*paiseh
this is the first time i arrived late
hope that no more next lo .*)
went somewhere and meet with Mr.A after my morning mass
ate our breakfast at Boulevard Restaurant and blabla
afternoon.went to church once
Huh~!!! i'm late again
more geng.2pm start.and i reach around 2.10pm*paiseh-ing
grrrr~!!! practise some.but my stomach just so damm pain
why??? can't move at all.just try hard and harder to practise
i don't care.untill now.it's still paining like hell
gastic or what???*sienz
everything ended up around 6pm
oh-yes.of course rush back home since im not feeling well and tired plus sleepy
just finished fixed all my photo from old pc to my laptop
and gonna move some church activities photo into my pendrive for the powerpoint
so so so manyyy~!!!
tired chin~!!!
okay.everything done.fly AWAY
comes here and blogging for updating my blog since i still got little energy now

bye everyone
new wishes:Bad nite.Bitter dream.*haha

can i?

can i just ended up everything secretly without any reason?

please forgive my decision.can?

i'm really so so so super duper hyper scared now

not because of what.just scare for the word ACCIDENTLY

not feeling well the hold day and weeks

something keep reminding in my mind

how.how.how

why.why.why

the two word that keep repeating in my mind everyday

everything had been comes out so suddenly

untill i don't dare to look forward and imagize it at ALL

untill i gonna crazy.lose control.getting insane

how can we don't make everything smooth and beautifully or sweetie?

why we need to make it complicated.messy?

more and more excessive

can just stop ASAP

not any reason.just because of the word SAFETY

i'll try my best to solve it more easily and clearly

sigh.i'm fine

boredom

updated~!!!!
went out with boy.ong and her bf those at nite
ate lamb chop at Jing wu since im hungry untill gotta dead
chit chatting over there.joking around.laugh loud like nobody is around.*LoL
went Alfreshco around ten o clock.had a little drink there
then went up to Balcony
got drinking comp lo weiiiii~!!!
plus just only for girl.sui chin~!!!
not much fun.cause it's weekday maybe
twelve o clock something went to The Cat for meet Mr.fai
her mum really a hiak ka lo.when we reach there.she already hin le
we back home around half past twelve i think
nothing much.kinda boring plus no really in mood
you make me dissapointed once you never achieve what you have telling me

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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!!
what the hell...
kinda down now
daddy and mummy went back sibu just now.around 4pm
why so suddenly...grrrr
too bad i cant follow.cause i need look after daddy office and factory
grrrrr...sigh...
i want OUT...
sienzzz.nobody cook for me at home now
at least my maid.but i dont dare to eat
who wanna accompany me for having my dinner
so super duper hungry .*(
plus not feeling well
seems like gonna sick and my aunt come and visit me soon
grrrrr.i want go back to my hometown
for visit my grandma.cousin.relatives.friends.imissyouaLL

here we on
i hate you

calm down

daisy ling ks
can you calm down please?

fine.
hope that everything will be fine soon
dont want to make any trouble between all of you
no matter is you.him or her
cried once without reason
i'm so scared now
what should i do
something keep reminding me in my heart deeply now
day and day.hour and hour.minutes by minutes
NEVER STOP.
God bless me.
don't try to mess up with me in this moment
i'll properly hate you forever and ever
no matter who you're

nothing

okay.*)
im here
i know.im very very less-ing update my blogger now
fine*
nothing special...
everyday just the same
since that ah moi Sia yuen lyn ask me to update
so i think it's time for me to update my blog now
since i got little free time
half more hour gonna go to church for practise again
haix.nevermind
try my best.practise it as hard as i can

last saturday
went out with khung.fai.boy.alan
first.we went somewhere for taking our blazer photo
shit*so damm hyper expensive
it's just 18photo costs rm44*wtf
bankrupt straightly*LoL
photo will be upload as soon as i can
afterthat we plan to watch Xing Fu Wang Sui
but we was late
so we decide went imperial kfc and blue cafe for having our lunch
jennica that friend.she's really treat us too good
come meet us for only five minutes.and she tell me want go meet her mum dy*fainted
walking around.laughing.chitchatting.ojibala
all gotta ciao dy
cause i got rehersal and practise.
khung want back shop.fei want work.alan got bbq
so fai also go home.then i straight rush to church.
cause im late again.paiseh
went hot cross bun buy some bread for our EARLY LUNCH
i thought im only the one whose hungry
who know.? all of them more hungry than me
oh-my-god
keep practis-ing
at last.we at least got a good results
but still so damm messy
still need to practise hard
since the time is getting soon and soon
13days to go~!!!

Fine*
daddy will be going China soon
10 of march
why oh why~!!!
i wanna follow too my Dad
May I???
i want shopping hard
sigh....
i hate my life in miri
tired.boredom.useless.lazyness.everything.whatever

shit*you
i hate you once you lie me
what you know?
it's just only a jokes?
issit truth?
NO.you're wrong
alots of spy is around
just only You is the stupid one
sometimes the story is almost ended
but we still try our best to restart it
once and once.never end
why?
i do really tired with it now
can everything just fine
untill the last moment?
i dont wanna to hear any trust or believe now
it's just FAKE
you know*shit
you make me get mad.once and once
but who know.you.me.him.or her*f-c-u-k
not because or what
just wanna to let you know all the truth
try your best to change your bad temper.attitudes.and more

ohya.*)
tonight my home open beer again
*fainted
not need sleep again
luckily im not at home later
if not im sure also the one of beer kaki too*hiaks
Anti-alcohol*peace

i'll find my way
i want a diffrent way
nothing will stop me now
there'll be a brand new day