March 08, 2009

can i?

can i just ended up everything secretly without any reason?
please forgive my decision.can?
i'm really so so so super duper hyper scared now
not because of what.just scare for the word ACCIDENTLY
not feeling well the hold day and weeks
something keep reminding in my mind
how.how.how
why.why.why
the two word that keep repeating in my mind everyday
everything had been comes out so suddenly
untill i don't dare to look forward and imagize it at ALL
untill i gonna crazy.lose control.getting insane
how can we don't make everything smooth and beautifully or sweetie?
why we need to make it complicated.messy?
more and more excessive
can just stop ASAP
not any reason.just because of the word SAFETY
i'll try my best to solve it more easily and clearly
sigh.i'm fine

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