March 12, 2009

hate

f-u-c-k
daisy ling.calmdown please
sigh
not only moody now
heartpain.plus super duper hyper angry now
what happen?
nobody will know the truth answer
only me the only ONE.daisy ling
i'm tired.hate the feeling
untill i choose to AWAY
why don't say it clearly?
why should hiding everything happen here and there always?
F-U-M-S-O-B~!!!
Tears dropping down once times without REASON*
can't even concertrate while i was driving.eating.etc...
something keep repeating in my mind non-stop
can't even understand what's the happend going on
why should hide it so far away
this not only the first time
but recently.really weird
everything just seems like changes without your permission
i'm really scared one day i will lost everything without my permisson
can't even imagzine it at ALL.
no because of i was thinking too much
just because of im really can't understand and can't get the answer that i want always
i didnt got get mad infront doesn't meant by i'm really happy always.
i choose to lie you.not because of what
i just so damm bad mood
really tired to continue facing about your bitch face
that's why i choose to lie you and go AWAY
since you always trying to cheating around like i'm stupid.FY~!!!
sorry.you're just totally wrong.
nevermind.one days you''ll know all the truth
just wait the day coming.it'll be soonnnnn
sigh.i don't wanna to write more
kinda dissapointed.heart so pain
i'm really see it clearly and know all the happening more and more clearly
day by day.month by month
i won't be care on it any anymore
don't blame on my decision
that's what you force me to do
*BOOM~!!!


SIBU
I'm coming back soonnnnn
can't wait
my dear grandma.relatives.friends
see ur guys soonnnn
2 april

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