yes
you do really a promise breaker
i won't be forgive all this easily anymore
FUCK OFF~!!!!
June 30, 2009
June 29, 2009
fever
damn
just finish suffer with my menstrual pain
now fever seriously,gastric still keep on repeating*wtf
what the bad life i have in years 2009
now and today i just realise everything since someone remind me that just now
someone is saying,
-where're you going recently
-why i'm so hard to contacts you this few weeks
-are you fine
-why do you seems like so damn unhappy recently
-it's seems like had been long time i never heard the louder laugh sound from you
-it's seems like you're less to gathering,talking,joking or etc anymore
-is it you got something hides from us
and many damn alot from her
i just reply her conversation as short as i can
i know it was so damn long we never had a talk and meet each others since our last meet
so sorry to my derest friend here...
i know you have heard something bad about me this few days
don't worry.i will be fine soon
you're my best bestie friend always.how dare i forget you:)
so damn fucking down.not really in mood at all
countdown 37days start from now
i do really hate for the days coming*damn
hey.my parents goanna outstation this weeks again*wtf
alone again once...
nevermind.sigh...
yes.i received it this afternoon
thank you mr.li
thank for the roses with the word D
and thank for your souveniers here
just finish suffer with my menstrual pain
now fever seriously,gastric still keep on repeating*wtf
what the bad life i have in years 2009
now and today i just realise everything since someone remind me that just now
someone is saying,
-where're you going recently
-why i'm so hard to contacts you this few weeks
-are you fine
-why do you seems like so damn unhappy recently
-it's seems like had been long time i never heard the louder laugh sound from you
-it's seems like you're less to gathering,talking,joking or etc anymore
-is it you got something hides from us
and many damn alot from her
i just reply her conversation as short as i can
i know it was so damn long we never had a talk and meet each others since our last meet
so sorry to my derest friend here...
i know you have heard something bad about me this few days
don't worry.i will be fine soon
you're my best bestie friend always.how dare i forget you:)
so damn fucking down.not really in mood at all
countdown 37days start from now
i do really hate for the days coming*damn
hey.my parents goanna outstation this weeks again*wtf
alone again once...
nevermind.sigh...
yes.i received it this afternoon
thank you mr.li
thank for the roses with the word D
and thank for your souveniers here
June 28, 2009
nomore
1132pm
just came back from yum cha with ahvia
owshitz.i just realise that i haven't meet with ahying yet
so sorry to you here...don't live too far next time la
so hard to find you cause of i'm not really know the house at permy :(
nevermind.see you.wait for me back
kinda sleepy since i never sleep well this few weeks at all
my eyes was closed.but my mind still keep on repeated something
it's so hardly for me and need uses out a long times for me to fall asleep nowdays
nomore...ended up
i won't be treating anyone good that have been try to lies or betray me
especially you
it will only change at the moment you stop,change and settle down everything
there're no way and no more believing and trusting from you to me
what do you meant by privacy..?*damn
Fine.you're still trying to hiding alots from me since you say that you got your own PRIVACY
i will treating you as cool as i can
i will forcing myself to do it no matters what
i'm tired with those life that full of lies and hides
you thought you're gaming or what now
can do everything as you like without thinking of my feeling
everything won't be settle down so easily
no prove no forgiving
i won't be forgive it easily
since it was once and once repeating the same problem
no matter what
i am still will following out with my step
untill the days you change and i get the prove
sigh...
37days more
i hate for the day coming
can just jump to the next days straight?*wtf
anywayz 1 august still ON for my girls
3 and 4 august will be on for my hiak ka
waiting for you all.babe*imissyourguysbadlyhere:(
still on planning....
Bad eighteen*damn
just came back from yum cha with ahvia
owshitz.i just realise that i haven't meet with ahying yet
so sorry to you here...don't live too far next time la
so hard to find you cause of i'm not really know the house at permy :(
nevermind.see you.wait for me back
kinda sleepy since i never sleep well this few weeks at all
my eyes was closed.but my mind still keep on repeated something
it's so hardly for me and need uses out a long times for me to fall asleep nowdays
nomore...ended up
i won't be treating anyone good that have been try to lies or betray me
especially you
it will only change at the moment you stop,change and settle down everything
there're no way and no more believing and trusting from you to me
what do you meant by privacy..?*damn
Fine.you're still trying to hiding alots from me since you say that you got your own PRIVACY
i will treating you as cool as i can
i will forcing myself to do it no matters what
i'm tired with those life that full of lies and hides
you thought you're gaming or what now
can do everything as you like without thinking of my feeling
everything won't be settle down so easily
no prove no forgiving
i won't be forgive it easily
since it was once and once repeating the same problem
no matter what
i am still will following out with my step
untill the days you change and i get the prove
sigh...
37days more
i hate for the day coming
can just jump to the next days straight?*wtf
anywayz 1 august still ON for my girls
3 and 4 august will be on for my hiak ka
waiting for you all.babe*imissyourguysbadlyhere:(
still on planning....
Bad eighteen*damn
June 26, 2009
*suffering
damn*wth
suffering with monthly auntie
gastric somemore
feel vomit*wtf
awwww shitz.
i just can hiding in my blanket
stay alone there all the day
kinda tired
sleep for few hours then wake up
sleep then wake up again
keep on repeat and repeating
off my phone at all
arghh.sorry miss ahying for i reply you late
anywayz i will try my best to meet you up this two days as i can
and sorry to my friends here
i know you all are so hard to find me this few days
so sorry to you all here
just text me or missed call if really got something serious
i will call you back as i do as i can when i on my phone or saw your msg
for those stranger.don't come and bother me anymore
it's so damn annoying
i don't know who you all
and i won't be calling back or reply any msg too
i will delete it from my lists
and no more nets friends is allowed
i will delete everything
sorry for those whose i delete and block in my msn lists
and no more friendster account anymore
i will delete all five account that i got in my friendster as soon as possible
it's so damn complicated with those networking
all just for fun.lies.fake.and shitz
in love with typing maniac in facebook recently
omgosh...my keyboard were getting poor if i keep on playing like that again
should control myself.hhahaha*LoL
sigh..
this's the third day i never got talk with mum
she call me every afternoon when i reach home
just for ask me whether got tution or not
when i reach home everynight,after dinner
no more..straight back to my room and get ready to sleep straight
just for hiding everything as much as i can
i don't know how i goanna to facing her when she talk to me more
i can't explain and give her a explaination correctly that without lies
cause even myself also don't know what's the happen going on
just try so hard to made myself busy when schooling time in my class
after i came back home.try hard to made myself fall asleep
i am just forcing myself to do everything that i don't like
ignore it...
really can't understand
what's the matter for lies or being a betrayer
FUN..? perhaps it is..
perhaps it will earning more money
perhaps it's hobbies or everything
get used with those life that full of lies
don't know what's the reason between
why can't just hao hao de
perhaps it's hard
get used with those life that full of cheating
it's just become a drugs
perhaps you'll get more hapiness when you do all these izzit..?
i can't accept those all lies at all
can't live with it
sigh...
39days more
X-zone..?
imisstheCHEESECAKEfromTANAHMAS de weiii :-)
suffering with monthly auntie
gastric somemore
feel vomit*wtf
awwww shitz.
i just can hiding in my blanket
stay alone there all the day
kinda tired
sleep for few hours then wake up
sleep then wake up again
keep on repeat and repeating
off my phone at all
arghh.sorry miss ahying for i reply you late
anywayz i will try my best to meet you up this two days as i can
and sorry to my friends here
i know you all are so hard to find me this few days
so sorry to you all here
just text me or missed call if really got something serious
i will call you back as i do as i can when i on my phone or saw your msg
for those stranger.don't come and bother me anymore
it's so damn annoying
i don't know who you all
and i won't be calling back or reply any msg too
i will delete it from my lists
and no more nets friends is allowed
i will delete everything
sorry for those whose i delete and block in my msn lists
and no more friendster account anymore
i will delete all five account that i got in my friendster as soon as possible
it's so damn complicated with those networking
all just for fun.lies.fake.and shitz
in love with typing maniac in facebook recently
omgosh...my keyboard were getting poor if i keep on playing like that again
should control myself.hhahaha*LoL
sigh..
this's the third day i never got talk with mum
she call me every afternoon when i reach home
just for ask me whether got tution or not
when i reach home everynight,after dinner
no more..straight back to my room and get ready to sleep straight
just for hiding everything as much as i can
i don't know how i goanna to facing her when she talk to me more
i can't explain and give her a explaination correctly that without lies
cause even myself also don't know what's the happen going on
just try so hard to made myself busy when schooling time in my class
after i came back home.try hard to made myself fall asleep
i am just forcing myself to do everything that i don't like
ignore it...
really can't understand
what's the matter for lies or being a betrayer
FUN..? perhaps it is..
perhaps it will earning more money
perhaps it's hobbies or everything
get used with those life that full of lies
don't know what's the reason between
why can't just hao hao de
perhaps it's hard
get used with those life that full of cheating
it's just become a drugs
perhaps you'll get more hapiness when you do all these izzit..?
i can't accept those all lies at all
can't live with it
sigh...
39days more
X-zone..?
imisstheCHEESECAKEfromTANAHMAS de weiii :-)
fake and lies..??
fake and lies..??
can't understand
can't get it
why need to do so much
telling and saying those bullshit fake happen
lies around
what'll get for doing those..??
sigh...
Normal friends...
what's the meaning by normal friends?
chatting.talking.hang out everyday
and the between still need to plan how to lies from someone when you're going out or contacts those Normal friends..?
izzit?
40days more...
5weeks more...
ihateforthedaycoming...
fornon-reason...
*sorry for ignore every of my friends or classmates this few days
can't understand
can't get it
why need to do so much
telling and saying those bullshit fake happen
lies around
what'll get for doing those..??
sigh...
Normal friends...
what's the meaning by normal friends?
chatting.talking.hang out everyday
and the between still need to plan how to lies from someone when you're going out or contacts those Normal friends..?
izzit?
40days more...
5weeks more...
ihateforthedaycoming...
fornon-reason...
*sorry for ignore every of my friends or classmates this few days
June 24, 2009
*stop
i really can't imagine everything at all now
everyone are dicussing around
i can't imagine how i walk out from my room
i can't imagine how i goanna facing everyone now when they talk to me
i cry when i hang down my phone everytime
untill i'm tired with it and off it
i cry when i was driving
i cry when i shower
i cry while i am online and blogging here
i cry when i was tuition
i cry when i stop busying everytime
i cry for don't know how many times this month
and this two days
no-where can expression out my feeling now
i am extremely tired to standing there all alone
this time and today i am really hopefully that i can fly back hometown
leaving here...
but.it's too bad
i still got lots of works haven't settle and exam is coming soon again
*damn
i can't stop crying
there're nothing in my room dustbin now
full of Tissue
and untill i got a pairs of pretty eyes and sexy sound
it's hurt,alot
and i can't stand with it
there're more and more people get in
i can't imagine and look forward to facing everyone
it's really complicated
who should i believe now..? NOBODY...
i'll only trusting and believe my decision
everyone are just keep on talking.discussing.scolding and laughing
do so much for what...
do anyone understand me while i'm moodless everytime
who will come and console me... No-One
all those are really so damn hurt when i heard it this two days
from diffrent person.and many lots diffrent happened
it's enough for me
can just stop finding and come and bother me.please
i don't want to hear any voice and call
i won't be hang up any any call
i will try to making myself as busy as i can
i will sleeping everytime when i have nothing to do
i will try my best bestie to stop crying with those f*cking problem
i can't pretend in any-one of you anymore
this time it's really too enough hurts
i can't imagine and thinking or planning how's my day tomorrow
i can't imagine if i am still crying and didn't got eat and drinking everything tomorrow
sigh.it's really dissapointed and hurts for me
One more:
i will not going to on my FRIENDSTER anymore
and my skype just for those howetown friends and cousin is allowed
msn just for closer friends
facebook just for playing typing maniac,sorority life and restaurant city
i will delete everything soonn
no more stranger is allowed
i am really extremely tired with those networking and realistic life
all just FAKE and LIES
everyone are dicussing around
i can't imagine how i walk out from my room
i can't imagine how i goanna facing everyone now when they talk to me
i cry when i hang down my phone everytime
untill i'm tired with it and off it
i cry when i was driving
i cry when i shower
i cry while i am online and blogging here
i cry when i was tuition
i cry when i stop busying everytime
i cry for don't know how many times this month
and this two days
no-where can expression out my feeling now
i am extremely tired to standing there all alone
this time and today i am really hopefully that i can fly back hometown
leaving here...
but.it's too bad
i still got lots of works haven't settle and exam is coming soon again
*damn
i can't stop crying
there're nothing in my room dustbin now
full of Tissue
and untill i got a pairs of pretty eyes and sexy sound
it's hurt,alot
and i can't stand with it
there're more and more people get in
i can't imagine and look forward to facing everyone
it's really complicated
who should i believe now..? NOBODY...
i'll only trusting and believe my decision
everyone are just keep on talking.discussing.scolding and laughing
do so much for what...
do anyone understand me while i'm moodless everytime
who will come and console me... No-One
all those are really so damn hurt when i heard it this two days
from diffrent person.and many lots diffrent happened
it's enough for me
can just stop finding and come and bother me.please
i don't want to hear any voice and call
i won't be hang up any any call
i will try to making myself as busy as i can
i will sleeping everytime when i have nothing to do
i will try my best bestie to stop crying with those f*cking problem
i can't pretend in any-one of you anymore
this time it's really too enough hurts
i can't imagine and thinking or planning how's my day tomorrow
i can't imagine if i am still crying and didn't got eat and drinking everything tomorrow
sigh.it's really dissapointed and hurts for me
One more:
i will not going to on my FRIENDSTER anymore
and my skype just for those howetown friends and cousin is allowed
msn just for closer friends
facebook just for playing typing maniac,sorority life and restaurant city
i will delete everything soonn
no more stranger is allowed
i am really extremely tired with those networking and realistic life
all just FAKE and LIES
cry
yes.
tears dropping onces
while i was driving just now
and it's still dropping while i typing this post now
i'm really have nothing can say in everything now
it's enough when i heard something this morning
extremely angry
it's already enough for making my mood turn straightly
when i was driving home just now
received a call again
ask me to call back asap when i reach home
okay.i start to standby
my mind tell me that it's something happened on me again
yes.at last
when i call back
it's truth
i was really disappointed untill i can't speak out
only tears that keep dropping down on my face
i can't talk and answer anything
why i'm always the last one whose know everything
plus it's still passing to how many people then only my turn
this time and today.it's really a BIG PROBLEM between
i don't know what should i can explain when they tell me everything again
i try so hard to explain and act like i'm knowing everything everytime
but actually I DON'T
all from me that for your guys just LIES
*sorry to my girls and boys here
not only get scold.not only get check.not only get laugh
still lncluding discuss.talk and etc
i'm extremely tired with my precious life
don't wanna to say till so clearly here
anywayz
this's my blog
i post my posts here just for expression out some of my feeling here
and sometimes just for updated my good days to being a memorize
if you dislikes me.you're welcome to leave
i never got force anyone to come and view too
*once she take it off.she won't be take it back anymore
*things happen for a reason
be strong.be tought please..
life is unfair~!!!
tears dropping onces
while i was driving just now
and it's still dropping while i typing this post now
i'm really have nothing can say in everything now
it's enough when i heard something this morning
extremely angry
it's already enough for making my mood turn straightly
when i was driving home just now
received a call again
ask me to call back asap when i reach home
okay.i start to standby
my mind tell me that it's something happened on me again
yes.at last
when i call back
it's truth
i was really disappointed untill i can't speak out
only tears that keep dropping down on my face
i can't talk and answer anything
why i'm always the last one whose know everything
plus it's still passing to how many people then only my turn
this time and today.it's really a BIG PROBLEM between
i don't know what should i can explain when they tell me everything again
i try so hard to explain and act like i'm knowing everything everytime
but actually I DON'T
all from me that for your guys just LIES
*sorry to my girls and boys here
not only get scold.not only get check.not only get laugh
still lncluding discuss.talk and etc
i'm extremely tired with my precious life
don't wanna to say till so clearly here
anywayz
this's my blog
i post my posts here just for expression out some of my feeling here
and sometimes just for updated my good days to being a memorize
if you dislikes me.you're welcome to leave
i never got force anyone to come and view too
*once she take it off.she won't be take it back anymore
*things happen for a reason
be strong.be tought please..
life is unfair~!!!
June 23, 2009
empty
yes...
now and this time
it's really became a BIG TOPIC of others outsiders
they mouth won't be stop discussing.talking.laughing
they eyes won't be stop looking.checking too
no more trusting and believe inside and between anymore
no more explaination
only way can do just can hide from far
do everything as you like as you happy
it's so Damn f*cking annoying
more and more story.one by one
and every-one of it are different
which is true..?and which is fake..?
they making some story be more longer themself
lots of diffrent people and happend between
okay.Fine
since it's getting worst and worst
i had nothing can say and complain and explain anymore
one go.one come
yes.i am
just back to past life
continue it...
*F_ck OFF~!!!
it's really pissed me off
0729
i'm waiting
it'll be a very bad day
afterthat no more
0805
Sweet Eighteen..??
i don't think so...
i'm still prefer my 17th and 16 birth
never even forget it
missyourguys...
nevermind.again.coming 0805
countdown from the day coming start from now
left 30++days moreee...
now and this time
it's really became a BIG TOPIC of others outsiders
they mouth won't be stop discussing.talking.laughing
they eyes won't be stop looking.checking too
no more trusting and believe inside and between anymore
no more explaination
only way can do just can hide from far
do everything as you like as you happy
it's so Damn f*cking annoying
more and more story.one by one
and every-one of it are different
which is true..?and which is fake..?
they making some story be more longer themself
lots of diffrent people and happend between
okay.Fine
since it's getting worst and worst
i had nothing can say and complain and explain anymore
one go.one come
yes.i am
just back to past life
continue it...
*F_ck OFF~!!!
it's really pissed me off
0729
i'm waiting
it'll be a very bad day
afterthat no more
0805
Sweet Eighteen..??
i don't think so...
i'm still prefer my 17th and 16 birth
never even forget it
missyourguys...
nevermind.again.coming 0805
countdown from the day coming start from now
left 30++days moreee...
June 21, 2009
June 18, 2009
hapii birthday*
Happy Birthday to:
-Kimmy Lim Ai Sheau
-Yumi Loo Soon Ong
-Mr.Steven aka dian pa
happy birthday to three of you here
wishes three of you all the best :)
stay happy always:)
Kimmy:
hahaa.18 liao oiii
can you be clever abit..?
don't always get lies by others again can..??
please save your money hao hao lai la girl
don't simply waste your money to buy those ojibala things again
and one more...
don't keep laugh liao laaa.beh tahan
i know you like to laugh.but not need to laugh so loud next time kay
control*LoL
anywayz.wishes you all the best
study as hard as you can for coming SPM.*jiayouuu
one moreeee.hope you like two of the present that i giving you.*ahahahaa
Yumi:
xiaojieee.hahaa
old le wor.18 liaooo
anyways all the best to you too
wishes you having fun in your birthday party tonight
sorry for everything here
but i'm still you giving you the best wishes
be happy.don't keep bad mood always
stay tunned...
work hard for your future..:)
Mr.Steven:
hey.you're the dian pa that i never even meet before
happy birthday to you hereee
sorry.i can't celebrate with you this time and this year
see you again when i'm going back kay
don't worry i will standby your present.*hahaha
and i will going back as fast as possible
thank you for be my good listener and share with me sometimes when i'm down
my best bestie friends.imissyouuu
take care there :)
at last...
Happy Birthday again to three of you...
happy always:)
-Kimmy Lim Ai Sheau
-Yumi Loo Soon Ong
-Mr.Steven aka dian pa
happy birthday to three of you here
wishes three of you all the best :)
stay happy always:)
Kimmy:
hahaa.18 liao oiii
can you be clever abit..?
don't always get lies by others again can..??
please save your money hao hao lai la girl
don't simply waste your money to buy those ojibala things again
and one more...
don't keep laugh liao laaa.beh tahan
i know you like to laugh.but not need to laugh so loud next time kay
control*LoL
anywayz.wishes you all the best
study as hard as you can for coming SPM.*jiayouuu
one moreeee.hope you like two of the present that i giving you.*ahahahaa
Yumi:
xiaojieee.hahaa
old le wor.18 liaooo
anyways all the best to you too
wishes you having fun in your birthday party tonight
sorry for everything here
but i'm still you giving you the best wishes
be happy.don't keep bad mood always
stay tunned...
work hard for your future..:)
Mr.Steven:
hey.you're the dian pa that i never even meet before
happy birthday to you hereee
sorry.i can't celebrate with you this time and this year
see you again when i'm going back kay
don't worry i will standby your present.*hahaha
and i will going back as fast as possible
thank you for be my good listener and share with me sometimes when i'm down
my best bestie friends.imissyouuu
take care there :)
at last...
Happy Birthday again to three of you...
happy always:)
June 17, 2009
silent
life is HARD and UNFAIR
think
understand everything
understand the 'why' of things
*wtf.all just fake
lies.betrayal.*f*ck you off.Bitch
i'd rather living in silent
nobody will understand and care
sleeping.stop being a crying baby
i'm so so so tired with this kind of life that with full of lies
troublesome...
i'll never forget everything that do happened.now.past and this times
lifeless recently
just using most of my daily time to sleep
maybe this the caused that i can't fall asleep everynight
sigh.
so so so damn bad in mood
it has nothing much more i can say anymore
more i say
you're still can't understand
all i say to you just maybe are rubbish
just go AHEAD
do everything as we like
since we got we own NORMAL FRIENDS need to meet and hang out
i will remember~!!!
LIVING IN SILENT
think
understand everything
understand the 'why' of things
*wtf.all just fake
lies.betrayal.*f*ck you off.Bitch
i'd rather living in silent
nobody will understand and care
sleeping.stop being a crying baby
i'm so so so tired with this kind of life that with full of lies
troublesome...
i'll never forget everything that do happened.now.past and this times
lifeless recently
just using most of my daily time to sleep
maybe this the caused that i can't fall asleep everynight
sigh.
so so so damn bad in mood
it has nothing much more i can say anymore
more i say
you're still can't understand
all i say to you just maybe are rubbish
just go AHEAD
do everything as we like
since we got we own NORMAL FRIENDS need to meet and hang out
i will remember~!!!
LIVING IN SILENT
June 16, 2009
stop
stop crying
tears doesn't stand for weakness sometimes
it's out of my patient
friday school holiday
thursday sibu...??
don't wanna to stay here and just locking and forcing myself
attend someone birthday party at sport cafe...??
but i can't drinks much anymoreee
still need standby go for my damn f*ucking checking at hospital on 6 August*wth
more moody and moody
what's wrong
since yesterday untill now
i just ate a small cup of aloe vera yogurt
had lose 5kg from beginning of may untill now
i don't know how long i never slept for more than 5 hours per day
normally it's 8hours per day.but i just can't fall asleep every everynight
from the day i came back from hk untill now :(
and i'm really poor-ing now
it's serious poor
never even poor till like this before
since daddy came back from kuching last weeks
i still haven't get any money with him
cause he still need to standby few million for his emergency operation
so i just keep went to bank take out my money from my saving account that i never even touch and take it out before
sigh...
i have nothing can say anymore
i'd rather choosing to be alone than with friends and you
stop crying.please
i can't imagine it and everything at all
can i just dissappear and leaving here asap
imissyougrandma.imissyouaunts.imisyouall*cousin
imissallthosefriendsatsiburightnow*
damn*
no more trusting and believe for me...
all those just LIES*wtf
tears doesn't stand for weakness sometimes
it's out of my patient
friday school holiday
thursday sibu...??
don't wanna to stay here and just locking and forcing myself
attend someone birthday party at sport cafe...??
but i can't drinks much anymoreee
still need standby go for my damn f*ucking checking at hospital on 6 August*wth
more moody and moody
what's wrong
since yesterday untill now
i just ate a small cup of aloe vera yogurt
had lose 5kg from beginning of may untill now
i don't know how long i never slept for more than 5 hours per day
normally it's 8hours per day.but i just can't fall asleep every everynight
from the day i came back from hk untill now :(
and i'm really poor-ing now
it's serious poor
never even poor till like this before
since daddy came back from kuching last weeks
i still haven't get any money with him
cause he still need to standby few million for his emergency operation
so i just keep went to bank take out my money from my saving account that i never even touch and take it out before
sigh...
i have nothing can say anymore
i'd rather choosing to be alone than with friends and you
stop crying.please
i can't imagine it and everything at all
can i just dissappear and leaving here asap
imissyougrandma.imissyouaunts.imisyouall*cousin
imissallthosefriendsatsiburightnow*
damn*
no more trusting and believe for me...
all those just LIES*wtf
June 15, 2009
onces and one
sucks~!!!
suddelyn received someone msg while i was half slept this afternoon
her:xiao jie!
me:yes..?
her:your * surname is wad oh?
me:why..?
her: isit *..?
me:yes.why..?
her:he chase my fren oh.hmm.
AND MANY MANY MUCH MORE CONVERSATION AND WE HAD A LITTLE TALK AFTER THIS
what the f*ck
once and once.one and one
and you're still the same
don't even know how to change it
so so hard to maintain.believe and holding in everything now
i can't stand.facing.handle.controlled
totally lost in few minutes times
cried while i was on phone.more harder after i hang down
cried while i was driving out alone
cried while i am typing this
can't stop
i can't just standing there all alone
forcing myself to sleep.but i can't fall asleep.*hell
just sit at the front of my pc
read all those of my past blogger post
never reply any coversation
off my phone.hiding myself
i can't understand and can't get everything clearly and truthly at all
it's just keep on restarting.repeating
never even change
damn*
you got your own FRIENDS.i got my own FRIENDS too
what a lousy reason and explaination you had giving me
i don't know how i goanna to forgive all this
cause it's just non-stop.keep on repeating the same things once and once
what the hell.*
for my baby girl...
lose one more kg again today
so you.not need to on diet le
im not on diet but keep lose my weight .*(
damn
untill now 9.19pm
im still haven't having any any meal since last night after dinner at bistro untill now
no appetite to eat at all
even water also no
now i just realise
i don't know how many hours.i think since afternoon untill now im still haven't drink any water yet
so so so down
no choice
i had nothing can say and describing with my life right now
what a bad day and bad eighteen i have going though
pissed me off~!!!
she not need a boyfriend.she just need a REALMAN*OFF
suddelyn received someone msg while i was half slept this afternoon
her:xiao jie!
me:yes..?
her:your * surname is wad oh?
me:why..?
her: isit *..?
me:yes.why..?
her:he chase my fren oh.hmm.
AND MANY MANY MUCH MORE CONVERSATION AND WE HAD A LITTLE TALK AFTER THIS
what the f*ck
once and once.one and one
and you're still the same
don't even know how to change it
so so hard to maintain.believe and holding in everything now
i can't stand.facing.handle.controlled
totally lost in few minutes times
cried while i was on phone.more harder after i hang down
cried while i was driving out alone
cried while i am typing this
can't stop
i can't just standing there all alone
forcing myself to sleep.but i can't fall asleep.*hell
just sit at the front of my pc
read all those of my past blogger post
never reply any coversation
off my phone.hiding myself
i can't understand and can't get everything clearly and truthly at all
it's just keep on restarting.repeating
never even change
damn*
you got your own FRIENDS.i got my own FRIENDS too
what a lousy reason and explaination you had giving me
i don't know how i goanna to forgive all this
cause it's just non-stop.keep on repeating the same things once and once
what the hell.*
for my baby girl...
lose one more kg again today
so you.not need to on diet le
im not on diet but keep lose my weight .*(
damn
untill now 9.19pm
im still haven't having any any meal since last night after dinner at bistro untill now
no appetite to eat at all
even water also no
now i just realise
i don't know how many hours.i think since afternoon untill now im still haven't drink any water yet
so so so down
no choice
i had nothing can say and describing with my life right now
what a bad day and bad eighteen i have going though
pissed me off~!!!
she not need a boyfriend.she just need a REALMAN*OFF
June 14, 2009
no title
No title
no any idea for what title should i put for this post
nothing special this few days
my life still going on with smile.moodless.keep reticent or etc else
alot of photo in my lappie now
but i'm so damn lazy to upload it to my blogger
wait somemore days when i'm free .*)
let's say what i was doing yesterday
hmm.saturday
wondering.daisy ling in her house woooo*LoL
nothing special.just went out for yum cha early morning with Mr.boss
since i was so boring and kinda bad mood recently
thank you for comfort me and beside me when i'm down everytime
i'll never forget you and miss wong that having fun with me everytime .*)
remember what i've told you always la boss
i'll be your best bestie supporter.don't worry
i can.you can.*LoL
hanging around for one hours*talk.cried.smile...
went back home around 11am++
bath then straight lying on my bed
cause i just had only slept 2 or 3 hours when friday night
just because of gaming to making myself more busy and busy and forget all those unhapiness
but it's still hard
just for maybe.hmm.temporary
one hours.two hours or maybe three hours
whole morning.whole afternoon or maybe just whole night
it doesn't been long
it doesn't just can dissapears from my mind
slept from 12pm untill 4pm i guess
between i don't know how many times i woke up when i get into my sweet dream
received his call.she call.you call.*LoL
night time was went to Mei Xin restaurant for celebrated earlier birthday party for Kimmy Lim
excuse gal.hapii earlier birthday to you here
hope you like the two present that i had giving youuu
wishes you all the best
after the dinner and we went to Sport cafe
for...i don't know what's the matter they wanna went there for
just for gathering and having some fun maybe
at the fact.i was so boring when i was over there last night
don't know i had dranks how many cup of clasberg
one goal at the last cup.fainted
luckily still not drunk*hiak
still can talk.laugh.walk.drink.play.hahaaa
hey.Mr.Li
i won't forgot it
YOU MADE ME DRUNK.and it's THIRD TIME*wth
can you don't sing the song NI BA WO GUAN ZUI anymoreeee*hahahaaaa
reach home around 12am
cause everyone seems like so tired.so just went back home and rest early
but i can't slept at the whole night
keep pusing sini dan sana
whole body hot dao00---------apuuuu lo...
---------------------------------------------------------
sunday
went church for morning mass early in the morning as usual
then went for yum cha with some ex mates
afterthat went for breakfast and buying something
went for attend some meeting and fuction at church afternoon
then went to Indoor for watching some dance shows
then went explanade for meets with ong.kimmy.khung all them
then went tld bistro for dinner
nomoreeee
and one moreeee.
i'm sitting front of my lappie now
for.for.for
waiting my miss girl to calling me
1214AM
wth.where you go girl...
so worry..cheers up
we're standing in the same bridge now
what's can we do.arghhhhhh.iimissyouBAD BADLY~!!!*
--------------------------------------------------------
enough
still the same
so damn lame
why need to making all those lies
why need to do that
why need to....
so so so many
i can't write all of it out
once times more....
i can't forget.i can't believe.i can't......................
at the fact.i was so so unhappy since last night untill now
everytime i smile just not to show my weakness at the front of every-one
i can't explain and speak out everything clearly
it's really to much and moreee
i got a pairs of eyes.ears.one mouth and nose
of course i'm a human tooooo
bullshitzz...
i don't know what i wanna say anymoreee
i don't know when just goanna stop* for hiding.quarreling.lie-ing and everything bad
so so so tired
can't sleep well and never slept more than 5 hours since at the beginning of June untill now
i don't know what's wrong and problem between all those
i can't get any explaination clearly and truthly
all the fact that i received just fakeeee
hopefully i'll be blindness or whatever cacat one days
and don't know everything...wowww.how's good with it..?*Lame
so so so complicated with those networking and reality or whatever that fake or whatelse shit...
not need to hides and lies so much.not need to finding excuse and finding some stupid excuse to lie me
all just cause of PLAY~!!!*stupid.idiotic.F*ck OFF~!!!
NOT NEED TO EXPLAIN.CHANGE IT IF CAN.I KNOW CAN'T.SO......
NOT NEED TO SAY MOREEE...
i don't know how long my hp never rang
sometimes even one calls also never received in one day
only keep rang at this two days cause of something happen
i don't know how long i never sent msg for more than five msg per DAY
i don't know how long i never open my fs
i don't know how long i never add any person in my msn.skype.fs and facebook
I DON'T KNOW...
goanna stop playing fs
skype and msn just for more easier to contacts with all those relatives and howntown sui zha bo and those of my kaki.hahaaa
hopefully i have finish my spm now
so that i can going back and gathering with all of you
don't wanna to come back to this kind of what damn miri city that so sucks anymore
had been planning...go go go.four month more...
after spm.staying Sibu or Miriii..???
since i'm really so so stress by days
alot of problem.more and more goanna to be facing
non-stop*damn
*Moodless
--------------------------------------------------------
last.
countdown for my sweet eighteen*5 August
will the day be sweet.happy or sad with mad...??
51 days moreee
suiiii
no more hope and plan for this years
still miss my birthday celebration when i was form 3
can i just leaving here when i birth this years...??
no any plan for my birthday celebration this years
maybe just going out celebrate with my classmates before the weeks of my birth
no any idea
if never got any test or trial.then perhaps will be plan to celebrate at lovely and warm hometown
not need a present.i just need a REAL HEART
miss law...im waiting your big big rose and hugs*LoL
good night
sweet dream
she's emotional
no any idea for what title should i put for this post
nothing special this few days
my life still going on with smile.moodless.keep reticent or etc else
alot of photo in my lappie now
but i'm so damn lazy to upload it to my blogger
wait somemore days when i'm free .*)
let's say what i was doing yesterday
hmm.saturday
wondering.daisy ling in her house woooo*LoL
nothing special.just went out for yum cha early morning with Mr.boss
since i was so boring and kinda bad mood recently
thank you for comfort me and beside me when i'm down everytime
i'll never forget you and miss wong that having fun with me everytime .*)
remember what i've told you always la boss
i'll be your best bestie supporter.don't worry
i can.you can.*LoL
hanging around for one hours*talk.cried.smile...
went back home around 11am++
bath then straight lying on my bed
cause i just had only slept 2 or 3 hours when friday night
just because of gaming to making myself more busy and busy and forget all those unhapiness
but it's still hard
just for maybe.hmm.temporary
one hours.two hours or maybe three hours
whole morning.whole afternoon or maybe just whole night
it doesn't been long
it doesn't just can dissapears from my mind
slept from 12pm untill 4pm i guess
between i don't know how many times i woke up when i get into my sweet dream
received his call.she call.you call.*LoL
night time was went to Mei Xin restaurant for celebrated earlier birthday party for Kimmy Lim
excuse gal.hapii earlier birthday to you here
hope you like the two present that i had giving youuu
wishes you all the best
after the dinner and we went to Sport cafe
for...i don't know what's the matter they wanna went there for
just for gathering and having some fun maybe
at the fact.i was so boring when i was over there last night
don't know i had dranks how many cup of clasberg
one goal at the last cup.fainted
luckily still not drunk*hiak
still can talk.laugh.walk.drink.play.hahaaa
hey.Mr.Li
i won't forgot it
YOU MADE ME DRUNK.and it's THIRD TIME*wth
can you don't sing the song NI BA WO GUAN ZUI anymoreeee*hahahaaaa
reach home around 12am
cause everyone seems like so tired.so just went back home and rest early
but i can't slept at the whole night
keep pusing sini dan sana
whole body hot dao00---------apuuuu lo...
---------------------------------------------------------
sunday
went church for morning mass early in the morning as usual
then went for yum cha with some ex mates
afterthat went for breakfast and buying something
went for attend some meeting and fuction at church afternoon
then went to Indoor for watching some dance shows
then went explanade for meets with ong.kimmy.khung all them
then went tld bistro for dinner
nomoreeee
and one moreeee.
i'm sitting front of my lappie now
for.for.for
waiting my miss girl to calling me
1214AM
wth.where you go girl...
so worry..cheers up
we're standing in the same bridge now
what's can we do.arghhhhhh.iimissyouBAD BADLY~!!!*
--------------------------------------------------------
enough
still the same
so damn lame
why need to making all those lies
why need to do that
why need to....
so so so many
i can't write all of it out
once times more....
i can't forget.i can't believe.i can't......................
at the fact.i was so so unhappy since last night untill now
everytime i smile just not to show my weakness at the front of every-one
i can't explain and speak out everything clearly
it's really to much and moreee
i got a pairs of eyes.ears.one mouth and nose
of course i'm a human tooooo
bullshitzz...
i don't know what i wanna say anymoreee
i don't know when just goanna stop* for hiding.quarreling.lie-ing and everything bad
so so so tired
can't sleep well and never slept more than 5 hours since at the beginning of June untill now
i don't know what's wrong and problem between all those
i can't get any explaination clearly and truthly
all the fact that i received just fakeeee
hopefully i'll be blindness or whatever cacat one days
and don't know everything...wowww.how's good with it..?*Lame
so so so complicated with those networking and reality or whatever that fake or whatelse shit...
not need to hides and lies so much.not need to finding excuse and finding some stupid excuse to lie me
all just cause of PLAY~!!!*stupid.idiotic.F*ck OFF~!!!
NOT NEED TO EXPLAIN.CHANGE IT IF CAN.I KNOW CAN'T.SO......
NOT NEED TO SAY MOREEE...
i don't know how long my hp never rang
sometimes even one calls also never received in one day
only keep rang at this two days cause of something happen
i don't know how long i never sent msg for more than five msg per DAY
i don't know how long i never open my fs
i don't know how long i never add any person in my msn.skype.fs and facebook
I DON'T KNOW...
goanna stop playing fs
skype and msn just for more easier to contacts with all those relatives and howntown sui zha bo and those of my kaki.hahaaa
hopefully i have finish my spm now
so that i can going back and gathering with all of you
don't wanna to come back to this kind of what damn miri city that so sucks anymore
had been planning...go go go.four month more...
after spm.staying Sibu or Miriii..???
since i'm really so so stress by days
alot of problem.more and more goanna to be facing
non-stop*damn
*Moodless
--------------------------------------------------------
last.
countdown for my sweet eighteen*5 August
will the day be sweet.happy or sad with mad...??
51 days moreee
suiiii
no more hope and plan for this years
still miss my birthday celebration when i was form 3
can i just leaving here when i birth this years...??
no any plan for my birthday celebration this years
maybe just going out celebrate with my classmates before the weeks of my birth
no any idea
if never got any test or trial.then perhaps will be plan to celebrate at lovely and warm hometown
not need a present.i just need a REAL HEART
miss law...im waiting your big big rose and hugs*LoL
good night
sweet dream
she's emotional
June 10, 2009
what's wrong
kinda moody this few days
what's wrong
it's so many alot of problem around
why..?
i don't know
can't even get any answer correctly
and im still sick so terribly now :(
but...so what..
i don't wanna to hide myself in my darkness room with my bad mood anymore
it's so so so fucking hard to expression out my feeling
i can't speak out everything
just going out.plays.drinks.shop HARD
for...
cover everything.forget all.but at last i still can't
it's so so so....no word can describing...
damn pissed with myself
what i did this few days.since monday untill now...
conclusion=nothing
play.laugh.shop.drink.nomore
i was can't even fall asleep this few days
only slept for like THREE HOURS everydays*whatthehell
just not to show my weakness in front of every of youuu everytime
i'm still laugh.smile.talk.gossiping around with all of youu
i choose to hide everything...
keep it deep deep heart inside
I can't Share.i can't handle.i can't do.i can't understand EVERYTHING
untill i can't get any confidence in everything.losing the direction
can't just do my every single things in serious
somethings is just keep reminding repeating in my days
yes.all my fault
i'm a girl.so...
can't do this and that
then.guy can do everything
what's THAT..??
FINE.what's that...
TOO FAIR...
I UNDERSTAND.I GET IT...
perhaps i was OVER-CARE
it's okay.i know what to do now
don't BLAME on my any every whatever decision
everything is so hard.keep silent is better
i can't speak everything out anymore again
so so so super duper hyper down
do felt like wanna to shut with any of you LOUD
i just realise it..i've haven't shut with anyone for a long time
who can so lucky be the third person..??
*damn moodless
never have any appetite to eat any foods this few days
guess what...
i was never eat anything on monday
then only went for ate lamb chop with gals tuesday night
then this morning(wednesday) went somewhere for breakfast
untill now.i'm still haven't eat my dinner yet
sure get scold by parents when they're coming back
i've slim down almost 4kg in one month time
cause of my damn operation that i'll never even can forget in my damn life
sick so hard...so what.who care...
i don't wanna to care it more...
ahhhhhhh...
so so so boring
guess what...
imissmyparentsss
daddy.god bless you at kuching
fast fast recover and come back home daddy
i need you for cheers me up :)
*don't try to making her laugh or happy when she is not happy
*it's so LAME
what's wrong
it's so many alot of problem around
why..?
i don't know
can't even get any answer correctly
and im still sick so terribly now :(
but...so what..
i don't wanna to hide myself in my darkness room with my bad mood anymore
it's so so so fucking hard to expression out my feeling
i can't speak out everything
just going out.plays.drinks.shop HARD
for...
cover everything.forget all.but at last i still can't
it's so so so....no word can describing...
damn pissed with myself
what i did this few days.since monday untill now...
conclusion=nothing
play.laugh.shop.drink.nomore
i was can't even fall asleep this few days
only slept for like THREE HOURS everydays*whatthehell
just not to show my weakness in front of every of youuu everytime
i'm still laugh.smile.talk.gossiping around with all of youu
i choose to hide everything...
keep it deep deep heart inside
I can't Share.i can't handle.i can't do.i can't understand EVERYTHING
untill i can't get any confidence in everything.losing the direction
can't just do my every single things in serious
somethings is just keep reminding repeating in my days
yes.all my fault
i'm a girl.so...
can't do this and that
then.guy can do everything
what's THAT..??
FINE.what's that...
TOO FAIR...
I UNDERSTAND.I GET IT...
perhaps i was OVER-CARE
it's okay.i know what to do now
don't BLAME on my any every whatever decision
everything is so hard.keep silent is better
i can't speak everything out anymore again
so so so super duper hyper down
do felt like wanna to shut with any of you LOUD
i just realise it..i've haven't shut with anyone for a long time
who can so lucky be the third person..??
*damn moodless
never have any appetite to eat any foods this few days
guess what...
i was never eat anything on monday
then only went for ate lamb chop with gals tuesday night
then this morning(wednesday) went somewhere for breakfast
untill now.i'm still haven't eat my dinner yet
sure get scold by parents when they're coming back
i've slim down almost 4kg in one month time
cause of my damn operation that i'll never even can forget in my damn life
sick so hard...so what.who care...
i don't wanna to care it more...
ahhhhhhh...
so so so boring
guess what...
imissmyparentsss
daddy.god bless you at kuching
fast fast recover and come back home daddy
i need you for cheers me up :)
*don't try to making her laugh or happy when she is not happy
*it's so LAME
June 08, 2009
tears
tears can't stand from weakness sometimes
it's truth
out of controlled
having fever.flue seriously now
and i'm lonely
brother is busy
parents was went to kuching
whoelse can stay beside me...
you.him.or her...??
locked myself in my room
haven't having any meal since i woke up this morning untill now
what i want..?
i can't speak out
sorry friends...
i'll be fine very soonnn...
Off everything
anything just leave me a msg in my msn or skype
no any msg.call is allowed
i OFF my phone...
nomore...
damn fucking down...
i need someone for a talk
can i leaving here asap..
imissmyhometown...
it's still lovely and warm for me
it's truth
out of controlled
having fever.flue seriously now
and i'm lonely
brother is busy
parents was went to kuching
whoelse can stay beside me...
you.him.or her...??
locked myself in my room
haven't having any meal since i woke up this morning untill now
what i want..?
i can't speak out
sorry friends...
i'll be fine very soonnn...
Off everything
anything just leave me a msg in my msn or skype
no any msg.call is allowed
i OFF my phone...
nomore...
damn fucking down...
i need someone for a talk
can i leaving here asap..
imissmyhometown...
it's still lovely and warm for me
June 07, 2009
sick terriblely
damn*
sick terriblely today
i can't talk with my original daisy sound as usual*LoL
sexy sound*
can't move.can't standed up when i was woke up this morning
lying on my bed yesterday night the whole night
i can't fall asleep*wth
and i'm super duper hyper moodless now
try my best not to show my weakeness in front of others
especially my best bestie girls and boys...
i'm seriously need someone to talk right now
who can..? N-o O-n-e
tears doesn't stand for weakness sometimes
trying to walk every steps with colours
learning to appereciate everyone and everything front of me
i don't wanna to say.speak any happened
i don't wanna to listen.hear.any any explaination
fine.all my fault...
i can't SHARE
Too over ACT
even is a stupid also know that
yes...
i can't share with anyone whoever who you're in the same times and ways
i can't explain this all clearly
i don't know everything
lose everything...
all i know is just i'm SICK and i wanna go for some SHOPPING right now
damn*
my parents will be going Kuching later
so.that's meant i goanna stay at home alone this two days
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
i don't want
anyways.daddy.god bless youuuu
MISS WONG.i will never forget.we're the same
once we say don't want that meant don't want
we got same attidude.
yes.we're the best
you're my best bestie listener
MR.LI.i'll never forget
YOU MAKE ME DRUNK*LoL
can we have the third time..
can we go for a drinks later...
i need you right now*peace
you made my life...
holyshitz
sick terriblely today
i can't talk with my original daisy sound as usual*LoL
sexy sound*
can't move.can't standed up when i was woke up this morning
lying on my bed yesterday night the whole night
i can't fall asleep*wth
and i'm super duper hyper moodless now
try my best not to show my weakeness in front of others
especially my best bestie girls and boys...
i'm seriously need someone to talk right now
who can..? N-o O-n-e
tears doesn't stand for weakness sometimes
trying to walk every steps with colours
learning to appereciate everyone and everything front of me
i don't wanna to say.speak any happened
i don't wanna to listen.hear.any any explaination
fine.all my fault...
i can't SHARE
Too over ACT
even is a stupid also know that
yes...
i can't share with anyone whoever who you're in the same times and ways
i can't explain this all clearly
i don't know everything
lose everything...
all i know is just i'm SICK and i wanna go for some SHOPPING right now
damn*
my parents will be going Kuching later
so.that's meant i goanna stay at home alone this two days
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
i don't want
anyways.daddy.god bless youuuu
MISS WONG.i will never forget.we're the same
once we say don't want that meant don't want
we got same attidude.
yes.we're the best
you're my best bestie listener
MR.LI.i'll never forget
YOU MAKE ME DRUNK*LoL
can we have the third time..
can we go for a drinks later...
i need you right now*peace
you made my life...
holyshitz
i'm back
yes
i'm back
miri nowww
so so so tired
reach home around 10pm yesterday night
fix all my stuff untill 2am
then woke up around 6am in this morning for morning mass
*damn
and i'm seriously flue now
little bit sorethroat somemore.MY GOD~!!!
so worried.scare will kena quarantine when i was over hongkong and brunei airport yesterday*LoL
cause i got serious fever yesterday noon when i was still at hongkong
but now.i reach home sucessfully lo.*)
Sick terriblely...
will updates those photo that i took when i'm free....
miss you all.friendsssss....
i'm back
miri nowww
so so so tired
reach home around 10pm yesterday night
fix all my stuff untill 2am
then woke up around 6am in this morning for morning mass
*damn
and i'm seriously flue now
little bit sorethroat somemore.MY GOD~!!!
so worried.scare will kena quarantine when i was over hongkong and brunei airport yesterday*LoL
cause i got serious fever yesterday noon when i was still at hongkong
but now.i reach home sucessfully lo.*)
Sick terriblely...
will updates those photo that i took when i'm free....
miss you all.friendsssss....
June 02, 2009
hongkong
i'm still alive.just back from shenzhen today.goanna stay at hongkong 4days.arghh.so so so boring.shop till bankrupt.buy too many alot of tee,bags and others.anyways i'll be back to brunei and miri this coming saturday.soon.i miss miri.sibu.everyone.maybe will be back sibu next week.phewpwitt.miss your guys much.play hard.ciaoo first.i'm using my phone wifi to online now.cause of i have nothing to do.see your guys soon.i'm waiting for 13june.party girl.
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