fever

damn
just finish suffer with my menstrual pain
now fever seriously,gastric still keep on repeating*wtf
what the bad life i have in years 2009
now and today i just realise everything since someone remind me that just now
someone is saying,
-where're you going recently
-why i'm so hard to contacts you this few weeks
-are you fine
-why do you seems like so damn unhappy recently
-it's seems like had been long time i never heard the louder laugh sound from you
-it's seems like you're less to gathering,talking,joking or etc anymore
-is it you got something hides from us
and many damn alot from her
i just reply her conversation as short as i can
i know it was so damn long we never had a talk and meet each others since our last meet
so sorry to my derest friend here...
i know you have heard something bad about me this few days
don't worry.i will be fine soon
you're my best bestie friend always.how dare i forget you:)
so damn fucking down.not really in mood at all
countdown 37days start from now
i do really hate for the days coming*damn

hey.my parents goanna outstation this weeks again*wtf
alone again once...
nevermind.sigh...

yes.i received it this afternoon
thank you mr.li
thank for the roses with the word D
and thank for your souveniers here