stop

stop crying
tears doesn't stand for weakness sometimes
it's out of my patient
friday school holiday
thursday sibu...??
don't wanna to stay here and just locking and forcing myself
attend someone birthday party at sport cafe...??
but i can't drinks much anymoreee
still need standby go for my damn f*ucking checking at hospital on 6 August*wth
more moody and moody
what's wrong
since yesterday untill now
i just ate a small cup of aloe vera yogurt
had lose 5kg from beginning of may untill now
i don't know how long i never slept for more than 5 hours per day
normally it's 8hours per day.but i just can't fall asleep every everynight
from the day i came back from hk untill now :(
and i'm really poor-ing now
it's serious poor
never even poor till like this before
since daddy came back from kuching last weeks
i still haven't get any money with him
cause he still need to standby few million for his emergency operation
so i just keep went to bank take out my money from my saving account that i never even touch and take it out before
sigh...

i have nothing can say anymore
i'd rather choosing to be alone than with friends and you
stop crying.please
i can't imagine it and everything at all
can i just dissappear and leaving here asap
imissyougrandma.imissyouaunts.imisyouall*cousin
imissallthosefriendsatsiburightnow*
damn*
no more trusting and believe for me...
all those just LIES*wtf