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nothing special this few days
my life still going on with smile.moodless.keep reticent or etc else
alot of photo in my lappie now
but i'm so damn lazy to upload it to my blogger
wait somemore days when i'm free .*)
let's say what i was doing yesterday
hmm.saturday
wondering.daisy ling in her house woooo*LoL
nothing special.just went out for yum cha early morning with Mr.boss
since i was so boring and kinda bad mood recently
thank you for comfort me and beside me when i'm down everytime
i'll never forget you and miss wong that having fun with me everytime .*)
remember what i've told you always la boss
i'll be your best bestie supporter.don't worry
i can.you can.*LoL
hanging around for one hours*talk.cried.smile...
went back home around 11am++
bath then straight lying on my bed
cause i just had only slept 2 or 3 hours when friday night
just because of gaming to making myself more busy and busy and forget all those unhapiness
but it's still hard
just for maybe.hmm.temporary
one hours.two hours or maybe three hours
whole morning.whole afternoon or maybe just whole night
it doesn't been long
it doesn't just can dissapears from my mind
slept from 12pm untill 4pm i guess
between i don't know how many times i woke up when i get into my sweet dream
received his call.she call.you call.*LoL
night time was went to Mei Xin restaurant for celebrated earlier birthday party for Kimmy Lim
excuse gal.hapii earlier birthday to you here
hope you like the two present that i had giving youuu
wishes you all the best
after the dinner and we went to Sport cafe
for...i don't know what's the matter they wanna went there for
just for gathering and having some fun maybe
at the fact.i was so boring when i was over there last night
don't know i had dranks how many cup of clasberg
one goal at the last cup.fainted
luckily still not drunk*hiak
still can talk.laugh.walk.drink.play.hahaaa
hey.Mr.Li
i won't forgot it
YOU MADE ME DRUNK.and it's THIRD TIME*wth
can you don't sing the song NI BA WO GUAN ZUI anymoreeee*hahahaaaa
reach home around 12am
cause everyone seems like so tired.so just went back home and rest early
but i can't slept at the whole night
keep pusing sini dan sana
whole body hot dao00---------apuuuu lo...

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sunday
went church for morning mass early in the morning as usual
then went for yum cha with some ex mates
afterthat went for breakfast and buying something
went for attend some meeting and fuction at church afternoon
then went to Indoor for watching some dance shows
then went explanade for meets with ong.kimmy.khung all them
then went tld bistro for dinner
nomoreeee
and one moreeee.
i'm sitting front of my lappie now
for.for.for
waiting my miss girl to calling me
1214AM
wth.where you go girl...
so worry..cheers up
we're standing in the same bridge now
what's can we do.arghhhhhh.iimissyouBAD BADLY~!!!*

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enough
still the same
so damn lame
why need to making all those lies
why need to do that
why need to....
so so so many
i can't write all of it out
once times more....
i can't forget.i can't believe.i can't......................
at the fact.i was so so unhappy since last night untill now
everytime i smile just not to show my weakness at the front of every-one
i can't explain and speak out everything clearly
it's really to much and moreee
i got a pairs of eyes.ears.one mouth and nose
of course i'm a human tooooo
bullshitzz...
i don't know what i wanna say anymoreee
i don't know when just goanna stop* for hiding.quarreling.lie-ing and everything bad
so so so tired
can't sleep well and never slept more than 5 hours since at the beginning of June untill now
i don't know what's wrong and problem between all those
i can't get any explaination clearly and truthly
all the fact that i received just fakeeee
hopefully i'll be blindness or whatever cacat one days
and don't know everything...wowww.how's good with it..?*Lame
so so so complicated with those networking and reality or whatever that fake or whatelse shit...
not need to hides and lies so much.not need to finding excuse and finding some stupid excuse to lie me
all just cause of PLAY~!!!*stupid.idiotic.F*ck OFF~!!!
NOT NEED TO EXPLAIN.CHANGE IT IF CAN.I KNOW CAN'T.SO......
NOT NEED TO SAY MOREEE...
i don't know how long my hp never rang
sometimes even one calls also never received in one day
only keep rang at this two days cause of something happen
i don't know how long i never sent msg for more than five msg per DAY
i don't know how long i never open my fs
i don't know how long i never add any person in my msn.skype.fs and facebook
I DON'T KNOW...
goanna stop playing fs
skype and msn just for more easier to contacts with all those relatives and howntown sui zha bo and those of my kaki.hahaaa
hopefully i have finish my spm now
so that i can going back and gathering with all of you
don't wanna to come back to this kind of what damn miri city that so sucks anymore
had been planning...go go go.four month more...
after spm.staying Sibu or Miriii..???
since i'm really so so stress by days
alot of problem.more and more goanna to be facing
non-stop*damn
*Moodless

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last.
countdown for my sweet eighteen*5 August
will the day be sweet.happy or sad with mad...??
51 days moreee
suiiii
no more hope and plan for this years
still miss my birthday celebration when i was form 3
can i just leaving here when i birth this years...??
no any plan for my birthday celebration this years
maybe just going out celebrate with my classmates before the weeks of my birth
no any idea
if never got any test or trial.then perhaps will be plan to celebrate at lovely and warm hometown
not need a present.i just need a REAL HEART
miss law...im waiting your big big rose and hugs*LoL

good night
sweet dream
she's emotional