Nobody but You

YES,

there's Nobody,Nobody but You

don't i want to mention who you are

i think you will know who you are if you are here and read my blog

For You:

Hey,

Are you OK?
Long time no SEE?

One and Two and Three weeks?

Don't i remember how many days and weeks:)

SORRY HOH!!

You are NOT longer importance to me LOH

HAHA

THANK YOU

Obviously,i did learnt lots from YOU

THANK YOU VERY MUCH

GOOD person you are

Your BOYFRIENDS,GIRLFRIENDS,BEST FRIENDS,PARTNERS OR FRIENDS,

they should be feel HAPPY because they got YOU

but am officially wrong because I KNOW YOU

How much UNLUCKY it is?

I do Heart as i DO

By the way,

i can HATE to the Max while i get mad

Never End and Never Go

Hard to Forgive the Mistaken and much more hard to Forget it

Don't have to wish that i will Forgive you while you repeating the mistaken

Am CRUEL?

Maybe..LOL

All i want to saying HERE is:

Can you PLEASE,

Don't let everyone know how much bad i treat you.

Am BAD..?

Can i know,

what kind of person you are?

Tell me please~!!!

I just arrived Miri yesterday,

hearded that you was complained something of me to few girls and boys

GOOD job you DONE.

GO AHEAD.

I wouldn't give a damn on it.

If you think i'm not a good person,

just better STAY FAR from me OK!!!

BECAREFUL,

am not a GOODGIRL.

I will BETRAY you or maybe LIES you ONE DAY.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX~!!!!!

CarloRino

Had suprised received and saw a Christmas Present on my table when i reached home this afternoon,
the present which from beloved one.


*Here is the present,
nice outlook in blue christmas present paper


*Once i opened,
get shocked by the CarloRino Box,
am in love with the box so much:)
Guess what is it inside?


*Taa-daaa
here the present from him,
the CarloRino wallet:)


*Thank you for the present:)
*Love it and you:))
MUAHAHA~!!!

home sweet home

*Home Sweet Home
Finally,
i back to Miri again this afternoon
went Kk,Sandakan,Semporna and Tawau last few days
am now suffering with my sickness seriously in my bedroom
Gastric is killing me now since last night:(
i can't even wake up from bed,walk properly,open my mouth to drink or eat something
WTF~!!!!
i still love One Borneo @ Ice Bar,The bed:)
spent lots of money in One Borneo yesterday,
especially in MANGO and NICHII.
Poor-ing now...=(
where is my next trip?
confusing to going back Sibu this coming weekend,
boring in Miri.
Where's all my friends and classmates going?
Working,Studying?
yeap,most of them properly are working now:(
gain weight since i never in Miri last two or three weeks
is time to Diet again:(((
New Year Eve is around the corner,
coming thursday,
is wondering where and who i goanna celebrate to countdown for the welcoming 2010 year??
no idea:(
maybe i should stay at home to take more rest for my sickness and painess:(((
take more rest,
drink more water,
rest more...
that's what i goanna do now.
am feeling so wanted to vomit now.
:(

leave me,please.

*took these few photos when i was in Airport Miri



*being facebooker through Diginet:)

How are you? I'm Fine
Do you still remember who am i? Yes,i am
just finished packed my lugages
sayBYE
am feeling loneliness here,
yesterday,today,tomorrow,day and night
Christmas Eve,New Year Eve??
what day is that? Don't i know
goanna countdown myself in some place which nobody know
just leave me alone,how much i wish i could calm down now and back to my life
but i just can't..
why? let me know,please?
i don't wish to know,see,left,leave and etc..
what's wrong? Huh?
Sigh,
won't be update my blog this week after tonight.
take care friends.
i will be fine.
no worries:)
smiles always

Anniversary Year

Anniversary Year to You

23 December

*Happy Winter Solstice

HAPPY WINTER SOLSTICE NIGHT to everyone here:))

LEVIS:)

*Love:))
*Just so damn in love with my new bought LEVIS shoes from GO-WHY-TOWN
*simple but nice:)))

regret

*secretly took these all photo at Salsa Fashion House,Sibu while helped aunt for work last tuesday:)))
*kinda missing everything of there badly

in miri now,
arrived miri around 6.30pm last saturday,
seriously i'm damn regret-ing to came back here on that night
honestly,
cries so hard this few nights,
i'm boring here...
tried my best manage to hold my tears in airport
but still Failure at last.
thought and hope i can get more happiness while i reach miri on that night,
but......
just all the happened came across to me suddenly
went Season meet up my classmates and went club with some old friends
doesn't speak so much and i just keep everything silent
manage to hold my tears untill the moment i reach home and stepped in my bedroom
what a frustrated night for me?
i don't know:(
slept around 6am in the morning yesterday which is Sunday and stayed at home the whole day.
went out around 2 or 3pm and drove myself alone whole the way in Miri,
no place can go,
ended up and went back home sleep again
switched my phone off and lyed on my bed whole day and night in the house
seriously no appetite for me to eat and drink
i brought a small bottle of water and putted it on my bed,
but i never even drink it.
i slept and woke up just for checked my facebook nofitications.
i'm extremely tired and feeling so damn boring here
where can i go...
where and what are you doing?
where all my friends going?
don't i know...
i spent all of my money in Sibu and i'm poor now
how much i wishes i can fly back to Sibu now..
iimissthere...
iimissmygrandma,aunts,cousins,relatives,and friends there
i need someone for a talk here seriously
doesn't feeling well at all here,
my wound is so pain nowadays,
i don't know why..
why oh why? tell me please?
kinda suffering on it..when can it will be recover?
do you still remember the deep scars left on my body?
who and why i will get that?
i won't forget the days i stayed in the ward
the wound which does makes me suffering on it untill now..
seriously so damn pain..guess no one can feel such kind of painess
it's extremely painfulness..
how many days i still goanna stay in Miri?
Christmas eve is around the corner,4days more,
who and where i goanna celebrate it?
i just want to be alone at home and switch my phone off and sleep in the house
i can't walk proper and perhaps just can walk like 15minutes,
causes of my wound..DAMN!!!
i don't know what's the happen going on at all,
i scared to go somewhere to check and have a look anymore,
i scared i will get some report which i doesn't want to know again.
how,what and where i can despression my feeling now?
don't i know..
i'm tiring,
my wound is so pain,
fever and gastic is come and visit me now,
goanna stop here and go for sleep.


*can you undetstand?

Miri now

MIRI NOW :))))

*update my blog tonight...:))
*good night and good afternoon to everyone
*have a nice day:))

Sing Kwong KFC

*Guess where am i now..
Hmm,
Sing Kwong KFC
*yea,i'm having my lunch alone now at Sing Kwong KFC
*using my lappie to online through WIFI:)))

did dyed my hair last two days ago i guess
not really obvious at all
especially indoor places
goanna do lots of treatments afterthis
my hair just too too dry,
and long somemore:(((
bought a New arrival Levis shoes last few days for myself
*Love it*Peace
bought lotsa of tee this time
simple but nice:)))
i almost spent all my money
is wondering how i goanna survive when i'm going back to miri:(((
Woohoo,
i will going back to Miri tomorrow evening
7pm i will reach:)))
see ya all boys and girlssss:)))
i will stay at to Miri 2days i guess
going Kk next weeks:)))
Nice trips and Holidays:)))

Ciaooo,
missyouall:)))
*Let's tonight goanna be a good good night:)))

Salsa

*Woohoo,
the photos i took few minutes ago at Salsa Fashion House
Quite busy the whole morning..
untill now,
resting for awhile and come here for blogging now..
finally,
can using Sing Kwong KFC wifi to online:)))
*Peace

*ciaoooo
*will be update soon
*miss ya all boys and girls

SPM is OVER

HEY,HEY,HEY,
Finally and finally,
SPM is OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!
No more books,uniforms,teachers,prefects and etccc..
No more School Rules..
No more School days..
and lots..
HAHAHAHA~!!!
See me fly please..!!!
yeap:)))
I goanna fly to Sibu later alone
Couldn't forget my expensive air ticket..*DAMN
6pm from Miri to Sibu..
WOOHOOOOO~!!!!
Girls will come my home fetch me later,
then we goanna have our EARLY dinner at Miri Airport around 4PM..
*Peace:)
Can't wait for tonight,
goanna Party Hard and Shop Hard,
Eat hard and Play hard..
MUAHAHAHA:)))
OKOK...
Just so high now...:)))
goanna ciao,
take my shower,
arrange my lugages,
get ready everything...:)))
sayBYE to MIRI,
sayHELLO to SIBU:)))
I will be back to Miri soon for few days..
No worries.:))
See your guys and most proper i will miss you all..:))

*will update my blog whenever i do free there:)))

Good Friday

*I Love Master Ear
*I Love Dooodolls
*Mygoddd,where can i get moreee?
I want MOREEEEE!!!
Anyone know wherelse got sell Dooodolls in Miri except Memory Lane?
:)))

Good Friday?
yeap,maybe:)
Just reach home half an hour ago..
Red wine night?*LoLz
yeap,no beers,no Clasberg tonight
ONLY red wine i drank...*Peace:)
was attended friend's wedding dinner,
afterthat had gathered with babes:)
see ya all soon,babes:)
party hard and shopping hard next week:)
no more secondary school life after monday..
no more school uniforms..:)
goanna dye my hair next week,
to dark brown or...
still thinking...
*Peace:)
Christmas is just coming soon..
excited,
am might be not going to celebrate my Christmas at Sarawak too:)))
2010 is coming soon too,
few more weeks left,
should appreciate the last month of the year 2009 now:)))
anniversary is coming soon juga,
10days more to go,
but am not at Miri.
Busy December.
Full of trips.
Well,might be come back to Miri for countdown 2010 before 31Dec:)))
No any plan on January 2010 yet.
Kl Trip and Taiwan Trip on February*Peace
*is time for planning Thailand,Hongkong,Shenzhen trips in year 2010:)))


*Do not add in the word Happy

Sucks Phone

so so so angry now...
ARGHHH...>.<

First,i got an appointment at Bright Smiles this morning around 8.30am actually,
but i was Overslept...
my boy was opened my webcam,
looked at my watch,
hey,
8.27AM hao mah!!!
i complained him woke me up and open my cam early in the morning.
but i never realise i got an important appointment.
few minutes later,
looked back my watch..AWWW...i just only realised it...
straightly woke up from bed and get ready myself as fast as possible...
picked up my fon before i went out..
press the button call.
DAMN,my phone was totally JAM..
i tried to On and Off whole morning..
but still can't press anything=.=''
sigh,went mobile shop and tried to asked the worker there
he said that my phone got some little problem,
so have to re-format everything..
OKAY,that's no problem at first.
few minutes later,
he told me that everything in my phone will Gone...
meant all my msg and contacts numbers will be lost...
Hey,Hey,Hey,
all the msg from my boy has gone,
and all the contacts number in my phone has lost...
GRRR.DAMN IT..
so Friends:
here i wanna to tell your guys is:
PLEASE send your phone number to me through MSN or FB MSG,
or you can directly send it to my Precious number 1479.
my phone have to repair for 1day,
and somemore i had losted my previous phone too,
so i decided to bought another cheap phone for myself to put my another sim card:)
spent me Rm300 to bought W350i zitron set:((((
white colour,i love nothing..just kinda in love with my phone colour in white:))
Done appoinment for my Braces,and done repaired my phone.
just shopping alone around imperial mall afterthat.
bought a shirt and few dvd:)))
Then,then,then...
the next is...
i went Tedsim Travel and Tours sercetly myself this afternoon,
checked the flight ticket from Miri to Sibu,
didn't got imform my parents at all.
just directly bought the air ticket and showed it to my parents when i went to office:)))
HAHAHA:)))
i will be going back to Sibu next Monday,
abut still have to sit for my Chinese paper in the morning,
i will be back around 6pm.
Sibu,i'm comingggg*excited
the air ticket i bought just so damn super duper hyper expensive..!!!
RM406 for go and back..return ticket..
Totally fainted kay...
what to do,i don't want to stays at Miri City anymore...
I LOVE MY DADDY..*HAHA
He always is my beloved one..
Spent alot and lots of money seriously this month..
after counted by mummy last night,
around ten thousand i spent...
5000++ for my braces,
2000++ for Sibu Trips,
1000++ for my registered course next year and my new phone,
my pocket money and money for me to pump my car oils,
and etc...
had been scolded by my mummy last night seriously,
Sorry laaaa,mum..:)))

left one subject after tomorrow*hurray:)))
6days to go...
:)))

Spoiled

HAHAHA,
just can't stop laughing whenever i see this photo...

Well,
just so damn moodless now.
sign in my Blogspot and blogging here is better.
just so Wanted to expression out my feeling right now.
Full of Plans in December.
But,Every-one just came over and Spoiled my plans one by one.
Stop spoiling my plans,CAN?
WTF!!!
sigh,
maybe goanna CANCEL my Sibu trips..
AWWW shit,
this is the ONLY happened made me kinda down-less tonight.
I planned it so hard and you just tried to spoiled it hard.
OKAY,FINE.
Now,Enough happy already after complained and scolded for 15minutes thr?
DAMN...
just STOP me everything if you CAN and DARE.
i'm not going to PLEASE you to take back everything of mine.
I am not going to come back once i leave.
Just TRY to do what you have said if you DARE.
Don't keep TALK bullshit to me.
What i goanna do now is,
Re-plan everything.
No more Christmas Day celebration at Miri or Sibu.
Just so damn fucking tiring now.
Spm is goanna Over soon.
Is so wondering what i goanna do if staying at Miri?
Sleep and Online everyday?
OMG!!!
sigh,totally WORDLESS.

Next,
yes,
don't i think you're trying so hard to patching back.
But i'm trying so hard to spoiling it.
I don't speak out anymore,
because i'm tired with it.
Keep on repeats,
is wondering why don't you feel annoys or digusts.
Well,
that's not longer important to me again anymore.

OH HAHA,
my braces was already go on last thursday.
Not so pain at First.
But kinda suffered after the next day.
Untill now,
lost 3kg because of my Braces.
WOW,
but,but,but...
seems still same=.='''
HAHAHA...
Fei poh in the house FOREVER:)))
Just can saying now here is,
Daisy Lks is looks extremely FUGLY with her braces looks.
:)))

*No more countdown.
Just let's the times go on and God helping me for arranging everything.
Hope that everything will be going more smooth although my plans had been SPOILED.

*nothing to worry.
*but just You.
*i'm worrying at you everytimes.
*it's kinda bad:(

I am not The One

I am not The One.
It has totally run of my Limitation.
I am who i am.
I am Rude.
Sorry for being Cruel.
I doesn't like to Repeats.
I doesn't know how to Cherish.
I don't Want.
I never Wishes.
I choose to Stop.

I don't Know.
I am Childish?
I am Playful?
I am Un-mature?
I am Cruel?
I am Rude?
I did too Over?
I am nothing?
I am lazy?
I am not Career?
I don't know how to Worry?
I am Cheater?
I am Betrayer?
I am Bad?
and Everything.
I don't Know?

I Realised,
As what someone said,
I looked Cheerful.
I Answered,
just because without you.
Life is Awesome always without you.

2 Dec

Love,love,love:)))

Finally,
5 more papers left,
Art paper 2 tomorrow,
then Pd paper cming Wednesday,
and and and,
LAST,
SUCKS Bc paper on 14DEC...
No more school,no more books,no more uniform de weiii...
16Dec will be Prom night of our school.
is still considering should i go or not=.=''
Well,that's not important now..
the most important things now is i want to comfirm the date to leave this Sucks CITY!!!
so so so feeling wanted to leave here A.S.A.P
ARGHHHH~!!!

2 Dec*yesterday
John Chen's birthday,
actually supposed to give him a suprise,
but at last,FAILED...
almost all Tld senior dancers was gathered there..
joked,played,drank and etc together...


*here is the Birthday Cake for 'Bro John'
*from all Tld boys and girls
Nice cake:)))

*the only Girls Group photo i had received yesterday night
-That's ALL

*Ciaooo
*Goatta going out for meet my girl,Happy Foo now
-the girl who just came back from Tasmania
-totally long long time no see since our last meet,last end year holiday i guess:)))
*Going Bright Smile later for my Braces,will be go on Today*peace

*ps:please don't keep turn on the fire everytimes
-if you're unhappy on me,please don't find me
-i never pick a gun and point at you to forces you to do everything
-i'm always who i am
-think for yourself and change yourself before you ask someone to change herself
*THANK YOU!!!