operation day

Finally
Home Sweet Home

friends:
I'll be Fine

Just came back from hospital yesterday afternoon
stay wars for 3days2night
finally.i can get out from the hot.boredom place
daisy in the house now.*)
so what.i still need to lying on my bed
no any sound to talk.can't walk properly and much
can't bath.yuekkk
i'm terribly tired.sick.painess now
bad operated pain haunting me every second and never want to leave me .*(
after the operation...
the painess are just killing me around every second
never stop
i can't eat everything now
only pork soup everyday.grrrr :(
i miss KFC.PIZZA HUT.MCD.Spaghetti.lamb chop and alot...
i'm still the Sick cat now that just only can lying on her bed
online.come to her blogger.typing her current life
please pray me to have a speedy recovery.!

being a crying baby this few days
painess.please away from me Asap please
how many days to go.few days or one weeks.two or three moree :(
just got my operation on tuesday morning
you came and fetched me went hospital for checking
waiting two hours for my turned
im offically cried hard when the moment i get my scanning report
and the doctor forced me to stay at wars for emerygency operation
at first.i rejected it
the reason is i don't want to go for the operation.and i don't wanna my parents to worried it
but if i don't wanna to go for the operation.i'll be dead in anytime
maybe at the night or the next day...
my body just getting weak and weaker
i don't felt that but the scanning report told me that
at last.you're forcing me to telling my mom
cause it's just a short time
few minutes to go.i need to go for the operation
and you choose to called my mom up and telling her all the happened
i still remember i went in to the emergency room for operation around 9am
i was looking around and my tears still dropped
untill the moment i close my eyes
done my operation around 11.30am if i didn't get wrong
when the moment i open my eyes
i almost can't remember everything
and the nurses tried to ask me:What's your name?
i was tried to answer her with my small little sound:daisy
the painess start killed me
then i close my eyes choose to slept to cover all my painess
untill the moment i reached wars.i hearded my mom and dad voice
i don't dare to open my eyes
untill you told me that my parents went out from the wars
i tried to open my eyes slowly and started to looked around
i slept again after you went out from the wars untill evening
can't having any meals at the first two days
oh-gosh...
my painess just suffering
can't even moved or whatever i want
no drinks and foods are allowed
untill the next days evening
just can tried drinks a very little water
afterthat start to eat a little bit porridge slowly
then tried to wake up myself
went to toilet myself
and finally...
yesrerday 3pm something...
i can get out from the wars
went back home
i Hate the days in wars
so damm sibeh hot
no any aircond provide
at least i live in first class room
but.i can't in :(
plus the foods that provides by hospital just so poor
so mummy cooked for me everyday
thanks for you for accompany me this few days
looked after me and take care for me
i'll never forget that you're always beside me
take care there and i do miss you here
thanks mummy for stayed over hospital and helped me this few days

pray for me
hope that i can recovery soonnnn

pray

pray for me
take it seriously please
hope that everything will be fine as soon as possible
i'm cried for few hours today
my tears not even stopped to dropping down
God bless
i hope that it's just nothing
but everything have been happened
what should i do
can't blaming everyone
espescially you and even myself
at least the only way we can do now is just solving it as what we can do
times out
it's late
11.18pm now
goanna go on my bed for starting my beauty sleeping night
tomorrow.everyone
pray for me please

i do miss youu everyday and night....

worried

untill now
i still can't get a confirmation report
moodless
tomorrow.or tuesday maybe
one more times...
hope that it's really nothing and fine
pray for me please.god bless me
talkless this two days
since i'm worried about it
sigh...
alot of negative thinking came a crossed my mind
which makes me felt lost-ing
don't felt like wanna to facing and talk to anyone
hope that i'll be fine and get my final report soonnnnn

bui.iimissyouuuu

dead

extremely goanna dead this times
sigh.
hope that everything will be fine ASAP please
Bless me
tomorrow.one more times
oh-my-gosh
how comes?
i'm down
far away from me better
don't try to come and nearly with me at this emergency moment
i'll trying my best to solving it Asap
tears dropped once.scared

once
i'm tired
saw it by a pairs of daisy eyes
sigh...

don't wanna to say more
i'm really tired right now
not sleepy or what...
pray for me please
hope that everything will be fine

god bless

god bless me please
tomorrow
hope that everything will be fine as what i've been think
i scared for the coming 12hours
hope that it's just nothing
hope that just a little problem
not a worst as what i've been confusing and scrared it for the hold night
sigh...
can't even concertrate on anything right now
i do really scared for the tomorrow
hope that it'll be fine
bless me

get used

try my best
i'm trying to get used on it nowdays
even i can't go thru on it
but,i still do
tears dropping down while i saw the msg
O-M-G
i'm really can't accept it at all
can't imagine how i goanna facing for the day coming
Don't please...
anyways.i'll trying to telling myself to be tough
i hope i can.but hopeless...
let's times cure everything smoothly
-god bless-


time flies in a blink of eyes...
it was amazing and i cant even describe it with any words...

funny

L-A-M-E
i'm serious
is it funny to you
what the hell
once i said
you just like nothing
Fine
just can't even fall asleep at all
something bullshit just starting keep reminding and hanging around in my mind
emo.emo.emo

trustless

i'm totally wanna fainted.headche
my eyes.hot till totally goanna burned dy
not really feeling well since afternoon untill now
i'm really tired now
not only on my little sickness
include.you.him and her.*wtf
Trustless
it's no any main point for me to trusting you anymore
cheating around once and once
sorry.i'm not stupid and blindness
i'm not a stupid gal that what you had been thinking in your mind
i'm tired
it's complicated
you just try to betray me once and once
don't tell me you Don't have
i wouldn't believe
and it's Impossible
those whose will believe you just really Stupid
times more longer.then i'll be get more.know more.understand more
i'm seriously dissapointed on you
this's what you wanna treat me is it?
okay.Fine
i won't care so much and more
start from This moment
want just come
tired just go
i wouldn't care it
cause it's your life
just up to you
i don't mind
at least i'm get mad or whatelse in my mind myself
i'm rather staying alone in the house
daisy in the house.sleeping in her room
sticking on her sweetie bed.cover with her warm blanket .*)
this's the only way i can do and pass my life
i know it's meaning less
that's my own hobbies .*)
who cares~!!!
i'm lazy to guessing or asking or quarreling or scolding whatever.. for nothing everyday
once and once
and the last.i still can't get the real answer that i want
i agree.i'm emotional recently
alot of thing do happened surround me nowdays
it's just killing me
plus sick-ing always.not enough sleep
can't sleep well everynight
sleep one hours.awake suddenly
lying on my bed for a long time untill the moment i fall asleep always
thinking alot of bullshit
staying at the dark side always
why.don't know
even myself also can't understand of.
perhaps you do? *LoL
sigh.nothing much more i goanna post
sleepy
ciao first
i'm lazy to done my homeworks
it's getting more and more
a tons of ps projects still haven't done yet
not really in mood to done it
just let teacher boom me tomorrow.tee-hee
times out.go on bed
night eveyone

iimissit...

saturday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
CHUNG JUN THIAM


Friday.saturday.sunday
i'm sick
suffering menstruation pain*wth
since last few days
untill now......
very emotional this few days
for non-reason
i'm boring
staying at home
chatting with JJong
lolz...goanna meet her tonight
damm long never seems you already.gal
be tough.happy always.please .*)
Pc fair this three days
alot of friends working there
so i'm alone and bored this three days
missyouuu.buiii .*)



coming soon
below 20days
it's fast
it's too bad
Emo~!!!

Hongkong soonnn~!!!
can't wait
30++days more....

iimissyouALL
few more month
time past fast
wait for me.please
play hard
let's everything START one more time .*)
i do miss it everyday...

pissed off

damm~!!!
pissed off~!!!
no more
today will be the last
fine
i'm tired to facing all of you
fine.i'm always the one whose wrong
happy?
i'm damm super angry on it now
everything just blaming on me
izzit will making you happy like that
i think so...
izzit wait untill the moment i shut on you then only you felt happy?*LoL
sigh.alot of complaining
i won't be near to your guys anymore
so please don't try to get nearly with me
don't try come and mess up with me now
don't care who you're
better far away from me
i'm tired

silent

hey...

wth...

i'm not feeling well nowdays

never even stop

continue and continous

i'm tired.sleepy.headche.worried because of it

arghhhhh~!!!

hope that it'll recover as soon as possible

Life...

it's on the way go into life in Monochrome*lifeless

sigh

dissapointed

so what...

nomore...

i do...

sleep better

i'm damm tired now

don't know what's the happened going on at all

i'm lazy to guessing.waiting.been cheating around

i don't wanna be stupid.foolish anymore

8.18pm

bye

good night '.'

life

my life...
how i can describe it?
i don't know
just feeling it's nearly in Monochrome
day by day.month by month
it's really complicated sometimes
it's just like a game
guess for nothing.unknown.always
don't ask me why
just only my bestie bestie buddy Yong will know and understand my feeling always
you're the only friend that i would never even forget forever
althought we're far distance now
we still contact each other always
once we meet we sure gossiping non-stop for hour by hour.day by day
continue...
sometimes...
i'm really hate to waiting for a long time
and the result is Zero
i'm really hate to staying alone
and guessing around
i'm really hate to heard it
and the result is it's real
i'm really hate to saw it.read it.know it.and etc
i'm gonna getting lost my way
everyday just guessing around
and the answer still the same.its ZERO=Nothing*f**k
sigh.i'm tired
my homeworks just so damm much
it's really killing me recently

it's getting nearly
soon
nogonoendnobye...

*good friday

Good friday=Bad friday

what a bad day for me today..?

i do dissapointed in everything right now

friendship.relationship.family...??

just can't even impression out my feelings

i can't even write out my feelings

if people threat you nicely

of course we will threat them that way as well

but how we going to predict

and how we know that he/she will stabbed you behind ?

we can't at ALL

it's too many much alot of stuff that i'm not suppose to know

i do not feeling glad or happy because of that of course

so what.something just killing me around

my mouth just forcing to say all of it out

my eyes just can't even close and being blindness

i rather don't know everything

without letting me know

but now.i knew it

as more and much as the day been long

i was like WTF

i choose to telling you all the truth.trusting you or whatever

i'm always think that it's Impossiblity when it had happened

now the fact is.I'm wrong.It's ReaL and etc...

okay.fine

Move ON.

i amit.

i'm foolish.stupid.idiotic.useless

i'm watever your guys has think

start from now...

i will be not going to believe and trust everything in hundred percentage more...

this world just full of lies

humans are just so f*cking selfish.wicked.unpredictable at all

i'm tired with my life

it's really complicated for me

just only one day

all of the happened have been comes out without my notification

-lifeless

i might to look tough but im weak

i always said that i don't care but i do care

feeling lost..?

*no matter what

i'll trust you

but you don't try to betraying me and lies me

when the times i'm away or never be your sides

just wanna to expressing my feeling here

this is not for anyone

thx .*)

Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect.

salsa

11.40pm right now
i'm still hanging around here
just ended up chatting with Miss Yong
hey
i miss my Salsa life
Ahyong.Vivian.Yunying.Fiona.Mira.Horng
whoelse.i think no more
ohya .*)
two more.my pretty aunt and cousin.hiaks
never forget the days when we're spended together before
even it's just a month
sound so long.but it was so fast
never forget the days when i was always make all of you laughed in the shop
i still remember.we just always laugh as loud like nobody is around
Non-stop.most funny was we just laughing for nothing
i still remember the workers in the william saloon always just tot that we're Siao
just keep on laugh and laugh*hahaaaa
really can't even forget the day
we do really had alot of fun when i'm there
captured around when no costumers.curi curi accompany your gals went out for buyed food when aunt was going out
doing alot of funny pose in the shop
just for making fun around
alot and alot
all of this just can be memories
when is the next time we will be having fun like before again?
who can answer us?
i was so touching when i saw the msg from ah yong just now
imissyouuuuuuuuuu very very much
sorry for what i did last weeks
cause times really not enough for me
so i just can go and meet you all for a little few hours
but i still will remember you all
don't worry
i'll also never forget the time i spended in SingKwong for one month
we're really making alotsa of fun
honestly.iimissit.iimissyouall

absent

i agree
i'm getting more and more lazy
yesterday i was absent
today same
went school early in the morning
went back home around 9am
lyn.min.ong followed me too .*)
four of us really pro
so what.even security guard also don't want hiu us
just let us go out of school
can't blame on him.cause he's new guard.hehe
suiiii~!!!
long time never escape and go out from school already
since form one untill now i guess.hiaks
i got my own responsible reason
period just make my life sucks
pain like HELL.*wtf
even can't fall asleep easily everynight
can't even walk properly at all
never even pain like this before
why oh why?
that's what the reason i didn't got attend class this two days
just can't even sit.sleep.stand properly
really goanna getting insane already .*(
my pimple.omg~!!!
everybody.i'm really a pimple queen now.i amit~!!!
arghhhhh~!!!
why alot of happened just keep on comes out on me recently
my pimple just like keep pop on my face here and there
i still want go out de weiiiiiiiii~!!!
Stop.please~!!!
hope that it'll recover it ASAP
as soon as possible

today
went school
back home around 9am
sleep.woke up around...??
meet ah bui
went here and there
then home for resting.lunch
afterthat went Kelvin hair saloon
stayed over there for the hold afternoon
tution around 5pm
untill now...
just back from outside
went out ate my dinner with family

*Scared for the day coming
sometimes
my tears just dropping down suddenly without reason
while i was missing you
by the way
i'll trying my best to spending more time with you this ah bui nowdays
since you goanna leaving here very very soonnnn
don't know is it truth
but i hope that it's just a Lie*hopeless.impossiblity
to be continue....

i'm back

hey .*)
i'm back.Miri now
and I'M SICK seriously now*wtf
not really in mood this few days
not a great trips
since my mind just full of worries
i scared the day will be coming soon
i don't want.please
scared that one day i'll get lose in everything
I DON'T WANT
please don't go....

play hard past few days
hanging around everyday
meet my friends*imissyouALL
ate harder everyday*gain weight =.=
of course.i'm missing my grandmum and all of you now
this's the very first time i leave without tears
why? non-reason
maybe i just not really in mood
i just hope that i can come back miri ASAP.as soon as possible
finnaly.i'm coming back miri now
so what.i tot i can go out after i arrive miri
but.i'm get sick serious now
my hold body get hot again
ihateit~!!!
headche coming.tears just dropping down without reason
breath from my mouth and nose just hot like HELL
just lose controlled
stand can't.sit can't.lying can't
WHAT CAN I DO?
i'm getting insane because of my sick

sorry.
forgive me.please
i agree
i'm stubborn always
i can't do anything
i'm loser
and much...
i just don't wanna to let you saw my sadness.sickness...face
thanks for your caring
i know you was worry about me
don't worry.i'm not a small child anymore
i'll take care myself
nevergo.neverend.please
iimissyou....

tomorrow

yesh~!!!
play hard
alot of planning
hope that everything can going smoothly as what i have planning
can't wait
24hours more i will be over Sibu
wow~!!!
i want.eat.shop.play.gossiping like HeLL

yes bui...
imissyouuu...
tak kaire...