*good friday

Good friday=Bad friday

what a bad day for me today..?

i do dissapointed in everything right now

friendship.relationship.family...??

just can't even impression out my feelings

i can't even write out my feelings

if people threat you nicely

of course we will threat them that way as well

but how we going to predict

and how we know that he/she will stabbed you behind ?

we can't at ALL

it's too many much alot of stuff that i'm not suppose to know

i do not feeling glad or happy because of that of course

so what.something just killing me around

my mouth just forcing to say all of it out

my eyes just can't even close and being blindness

i rather don't know everything

without letting me know

but now.i knew it

as more and much as the day been long

i was like WTF

i choose to telling you all the truth.trusting you or whatever

i'm always think that it's Impossiblity when it had happened

now the fact is.I'm wrong.It's ReaL and etc...

okay.fine

Move ON.

i amit.

i'm foolish.stupid.idiotic.useless

i'm watever your guys has think

start from now...

i will be not going to believe and trust everything in hundred percentage more...

this world just full of lies

humans are just so f*cking selfish.wicked.unpredictable at all

i'm tired with my life

it's really complicated for me

just only one day

all of the happened have been comes out without my notification

-lifeless

i might to look tough but im weak

i always said that i don't care but i do care

feeling lost..?

*no matter what

i'll trust you

but you don't try to betraying me and lies me

when the times i'm away or never be your sides

just wanna to expressing my feeling here

this is not for anyone

thx .*)

Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect.