woohoo*

little happy now
guess what???
i get a new hp now*N81
since my ph was broken untill not word can describe
daddy bought it for me last few days
untill now.i just get it
but little disappointed about that too
the camera of the ph just too damm Suck~!!!
i'm still prefer Sony ericsson more
nokia is just too damm si beh lagging
consider to buy one more s.e ph for myself
since my new hp camera was too suck

ohya :*(
hold body pain untill no word can describe now
keep practise everyday since the day of performing were coming soon and nearly
my sound seems like gotta been more and more sexy already too :*(
nevermind.practise hard.try our best

little angry about it
don't tried to mess up with me once
just wanna to know the truth.izzit little hard?
don't tried to cheating me around?
i will boom you straight when the day im really down
don't tried to act like nothing.can?
since all the thing was happend
don't felt like im joked with you.ok?
since im telling you very seriously
sigh..
don't make me look down at you
try yourself to change your attitude
nothing is impossible
just see whether you want or not

grrr.
school holiday coming soon
13 march
can't waiting for the day
can't wait the day coming
sigh.excited just for nothing*LoL
no any plan since my mum don't let me go back to my hometown
damm angry on her*grrrr
so that meant by i'll properly stay at miri in this coming holiday
luckily just 7days
if more then i think i will getting crazy .*)

it's really complicated

open house

ohya.

paiseh
late-ing again

last saturday nite my house got open house

nothing special

just invite some friends came
mostly church people came
cause they got some activities and praying at my house
alots of fun xia between us
gotta showing some pics that will take at that nite
less-ing

fuck up

Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect.
It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

i started to hate my life
i started to hate you.him.her*sometimes
alot of happened comes out so suddenly
untill i never thought that its will happen in my life
untill im getting insane.down.cried.tired.complicated.lost my way
i just realize
im not as strong or even as tough as what i always thought
life is just COMPLICATED
always changing without your notification
you must try your best to facing everything as you can
this is what happened to me right now
im trying to fix it ASAP right now
i've been stressing these two month
well.what can i do?
i missed out alots of thing
sometimes.im really cant understand myself
sigh.what a life?
who can give me a properly answer?
i choose to sleep hold the day
hide myself in my darkness room
cover myself with my sweetie blanket :*)
just because of i wanna to escaped all the fact that i gonna facing on
sigh.kinda down now
im trying to cheating you
just because of i don't wanna to let you know all the truth
alots of times.im really cant understand what you're thinking about
i'll just let you go.it's because of i dont wanna to make alot of trouble
i know.you was cheating me sometimes
but i choose to close my eyes
i know.you was angry with me sometimes
but you choose to hide all the thing in your mind
i'm sorry.you can try to say it out even if it will make me get mad or whatever
i'm still remember
caring and understanding.do you?
i guess.you know who you're
i dont wanna to mention your name here
you know.i know.it's ok

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grrrrr...
im starting to miss my hometown sibu right now
i miss all of you
my grandma is the first*iloveyou .*)
aunts.uncles.cousins
of course my lovely Friends too*teehee
i hope that i can going back there soon
don't wanna to stay at this such kind of boring.complicated town


Don't feel like wanna to answer any call or typing any text
for non-reason
don't ask me WHY.

photo

busy

i'm ok now
but doesn't meant by hundred percent in mood
i'll try my best to re-adjust everything
make it fair
just hope that time can cure everything going smoothly
after finish the performance
MAYBE gonna more concertrate on my study
i never got requirement much
just hope that at least i can get a good results than now
five credits*i know its really hard for me to reach my targets now
but i will try my best
don't wanna to make my parents disappointed for me more
at least i got try
hope that i can do what i had promise myself now*teehee

gosh~!!!
my body just so damm super duper hyper pain now
just back from the dance practise at church
maybe im too long never exercise already or what .*(
just hold body pain like HELL
start by this week
will be more and more busy
especially on sunday
morning mass untill 9am
thn piano class from 11am untill 12pm
thn church activities 2pm till 3.30pm
choir practise untill 4.30pm
first dance untill 6pm
thn back home bath sin
7pm rush back church for second dance again
OH-MY-GOSH
kinda forgetful recently
can't really remember the step
cham~!!!!
god bless me
hope that i can remember and practise it hao hao de lo
since this year will be the last year that i stay at "SHAO TUAN''

i know i cant give you what you want always
i can't really by ur side always again
since the happened that had come out at last few days
so sorry to you here
that's all not only on my fault
alot of thing comes out so suddenly
really cant amazing that what's the happen will come on at the next second or next minutes
hope that you can understand my feeling
i'll TRY MY BEST to be your best
just need more and longer times


okie.type alotsa of rubbish here
its the time for me to stop now
ciao first.damm sleepy dy*
bye...nitezzz to all my dear friends

moody

fugly face



kinda bad mood now
DAMM~!!!
NO ONE can understand my feeling now
tears dropping now
once and once.NON-STOP
my eyes just like----------
what's the problem with me?
family problem...
don't try to mess up with me again
gonna getting insane*pissed off
im really tired with my life now
hide myself in my room
hour and hours
phone never ring*except fw msg
lying on my bed
hour and hours
cant even fall asleep
tears dropping down
hour and hours
cant even stop easily
wtf.
dont feel like wanna stay over here after graduate
dont feel like wanna living here
dont feel like wanna talk with all of you
dont feel like wanna expaination again and more with you all
everything not on my fault
can you dont do anything that make me disappointed once more?
FINE
hope that everything will be going smoothly
-Amen-
may god bless
that's all for me

valentine

Day with spec

countdown for 14 FEB

start from now

one hours more to go...

*happy valentine to everyone here

*happy birthday to my beloved mom too .*)

i'm back

daisy in year 2009

hello

i'm back

sorry for my late update

untill now-------------

i just go and register a new streamyx line at my new house

paiseh-ing

what im busying for this two month

hmm...nothing special i think

schooling days still can do what...

went to school at the morning

went out at the afternoon

night time mostly rest at home

dont wanna to be a party animal that i had be at sibu anymore*ahem

this month will be more busy on my church stuff

ohya..we gonna have a perform on 14 march night

damm exciting plus nervous on it now*teehee

spm were getting soon and soon.near and near

i'm still like nothing

everyday still the same

playing around.=.=

ohya.miss sibu muchiie muchiie serious now

when can i back.........grrrr

something.vantine's day were coming soon

this coming saturday

nothing special...

the reason is because that's mummy 44 years old birth*haha

last...

imissmygrandma

imissmyaunt

imissmyuncle

imissallmyfriends

imissmycousins

imissyouALL

Don't try to mess up with me

Thank you....

Please don't make me dissapointed once more before of after you done everything

Don't try to force me

Don't talk alot of BULLSHIT.NONSENCE.whatever infront of me