trying

stop all the shitz please
she do not want to know everything
she is trying to stand there all the way alone by herself
trying hard
at last.she choosed to nomore friendster.
untill now.she just on her facebook for playing typin maniac.restaurant city and etc..
she choose to on her skype one weeks once for keep contacts with those hometown's friends
she choose to sleeping hold the days
she choose to reject everyone that have texting her in msn
sometimes.she off her hp
sometimes.she never want to reply any msg
she just do whatever she like as long as she happy
she is trying to be stubborn
she is trying to be egoistic
she is trying to learning indepedent
soft-spoken is not what she can do
cause she is not a suave person'she's not match to be it too
she will only to treat someone politely if you're treating her good
she is not naive at all
she is just trying to be more mature
life is just hard.unfair and cruel
she is just choosing to living in silence
she is just trying to learn ''why?'' of the things
she can't understand everything
she get lies.betrayal
it's a confusing situations,humbugs,vague or unpredictable authority
yes.just like what someone told she just now
trying to be forgive and forget it
but it's not the first time.second time or third time she do it
it's alots of many times
what she get at the last still the same and never even change
she is really disappointed for everything
untill now
she can't speak out her feeling at all
there're no-one avaiable to be her best listener
she reject all calls from everyone.not matters who you're
she never reply any msg not matters in msn.facebook or phone
she is just sit and facing her lappie blogging with full of her tears that keep dropping down on her face
what's the matter for lies? can someone telling her please?
do not ask her why happen like this everytime
trying asking Someone,
why everytime you know that you and her would be end up with quarrel after she know that you were cheating her you still continue doing it
why you know that she dislike it yet you are still doing it
can you just change for her not matter how hard it is?
perhaps she is just imaging and it's impossible too
she said that just go ahead with your life like how you like it to be
it's just fake
she was just too angry and speak out everything that she wouldn't like
actually she is still cares it very much
but she just forcing herself not to be it
sigh.
can just leave her alone..?

She have alot of imperfections,but she'll do anything trying to avoid all the mistakes