absent

i agree
i'm getting more and more lazy
yesterday i was absent
today same
went school early in the morning
went back home around 9am
lyn.min.ong followed me too .*)
four of us really pro
so what.even security guard also don't want hiu us
just let us go out of school
can't blame on him.cause he's new guard.hehe
suiiii~!!!
long time never escape and go out from school already
since form one untill now i guess.hiaks
i got my own responsible reason
period just make my life sucks
pain like HELL.*wtf
even can't fall asleep easily everynight
can't even walk properly at all
never even pain like this before
why oh why?
that's what the reason i didn't got attend class this two days
just can't even sit.sleep.stand properly
really goanna getting insane already .*(
my pimple.omg~!!!
everybody.i'm really a pimple queen now.i amit~!!!
arghhhhh~!!!
why alot of happened just keep on comes out on me recently
my pimple just like keep pop on my face here and there
i still want go out de weiiiiiiiii~!!!
Stop.please~!!!
hope that it'll recover it ASAP
as soon as possible

today
went school
back home around 9am
sleep.woke up around...??
meet ah bui
went here and there
then home for resting.lunch
afterthat went Kelvin hair saloon
stayed over there for the hold afternoon
tution around 5pm
untill now...
just back from outside
went out ate my dinner with family

*Scared for the day coming
sometimes
my tears just dropping down suddenly without reason
while i was missing you
by the way
i'll trying my best to spending more time with you this ah bui nowdays
since you goanna leaving here very very soonnnn
don't know is it truth
but i hope that it's just a Lie*hopeless.impossiblity
to be continue....

i'm back

hey .*)
i'm back.Miri now
and I'M SICK seriously now*wtf
not really in mood this few days
not a great trips
since my mind just full of worries
i scared the day will be coming soon
i don't want.please
scared that one day i'll get lose in everything
I DON'T WANT
please don't go....

play hard past few days
hanging around everyday
meet my friends*imissyouALL
ate harder everyday*gain weight =.=
of course.i'm missing my grandmum and all of you now
this's the very first time i leave without tears
why? non-reason
maybe i just not really in mood
i just hope that i can come back miri ASAP.as soon as possible
finnaly.i'm coming back miri now
so what.i tot i can go out after i arrive miri
but.i'm get sick serious now
my hold body get hot again
ihateit~!!!
headche coming.tears just dropping down without reason
breath from my mouth and nose just hot like HELL
just lose controlled
stand can't.sit can't.lying can't
WHAT CAN I DO?
i'm getting insane because of my sick

sorry.
forgive me.please
i agree
i'm stubborn always
i can't do anything
i'm loser
and much...
i just don't wanna to let you saw my sadness.sickness...face
thanks for your caring
i know you was worry about me
don't worry.i'm not a small child anymore
i'll take care myself
nevergo.neverend.please
iimissyou....

tomorrow

yesh~!!!
play hard
alot of planning
hope that everything can going smoothly as what i have planning
can't wait
24hours more i will be over Sibu
wow~!!!
i want.eat.shop.play.gossiping like HeLL

yes bui...
imissyouuu...
tak kaire...

sigh

sigh
what's the happened going on
can you please say it out clearly
please don't just stay reticence suddenly always
i'm not a superwoman as that who known and what you're thinking about
please don't be a stubborn person
i got my own reason.not only think for yourself everytime
please think on my side too before you angry or whatever
no matter what.i hope you can understand it
you just make me emo always
just wonder why people can change just like a book flip to another chapter ?
is it fun to make people worry ?
now i tell you , WATEVER .
so....
don't try to mess up with me
untill the day i give up everything without any responsible reason
it'll be too late
it will be too late for you to apologzine
im tired with my life
im tired with everything
im tired to listen to others
im tired to explaining
im dying
im wish to back to the past
imissmylife

school concert

yesh~!!!
finally.set me free.see me fly
i just done my Pm folio now
come my blogger and blogging here straight*hehe
it's really killing me
never sleep tight everynight
almost sleep around 2am everyday
finally.it's done.i need more time to REST AND SLEEP^^

nothing special
nothing special happend on past few days
i'm happy
but still felt disappointed SOMETIMES*nevermind
yesterday*saturday
went to my school concert with my classmates.alan.ojibala
saw alotsa of friends around
no word can describing our school concert
just one word*L-A-M-E
this year will be the last year i stay at Chung hua
so i just went for supported it since i never go it two years already
no choice
meet my gals at imperial at first
afterthat i leave
meet my bui and went for our dinner
reach indoor around 7pm
just full of ch students and outsider surrounded the hold indoor
meet ong at first.cause all of us don't dare to went into
cause of some reason .*(
but at last we still get through lo.hehe*lucky
i'm started not really feeling well when the times i'm sitting down
my face.just like sunburn.getting hot and hot-est
untill my body.hands.legs
but i'm still ok at first two two hours
still can high with my gals and kepo-ing around
just keep on drink alot of mineral.just wanna to recover my hot-est body
guess what.i drink 3 500ml bottle of mineral inside indoor
nothing special inside the concert.just so damm alot of hot dance and singing part
that's all.the drama not funny at all pun.
and the choir.aduhhh.the sound just ants can hear.small like hell
i'm totally can't even sat probrably on my seat at last two hours
kinda sleepy much.and my face.body just getting hot and hot-est
no choice.i'm still need wait untill the concert end.cause i'm driver of my brother and friends.=.=
i just sat over my chair.never talk.just silent.down at all
just hope that times can flies like an aeroplane
so that i can go back home asap
i'm waiting.untill almost fainted
one minutes.two minutes.ten minutes.half hours.one hours PAST
the concert still haven't end
and the time was around eleven o clock already
sigh.jennica went back home.khung them all back already
left two of us.watched more half hours.ciaooo out from indoor
we just tired like hell.went back home straightly
drink half more bottle of mineral again before sleep
damm.felt like vomit.fainted.headche like hell
but at last i still fall asleep after few more minutes i went on my bed
too tired maybe

sunday*
woke up around 6am
wtf.i'm still not feeling well at all
my face still same
hot till----------------------------------
sigh.so what.i still need to attend my morning mass
afterthat meet my uncle that came from KL yesterday
actually he just passby.so stay at miri one night.went back to sibu just now already
ate our breakfast together
afterthat of course meet my bui around 10am
waiting the time pass.cause i got my piano lesson around 11.30am
my teacher really.....
when the time i'm on the way went to my music school
she was called me.ask whether when i'm
i tot she gonna scold me again
cause i'm late five more minutes again
but.i'm wrong
she ask whether where am i.did i went for my piano lesson today
i say yes.and now i'm on the way.almost reached
wtf.she tell me that she can't teaching me today.cause she was still busy that time
maybe not enough time to rush back our music school
sigh.waste my car oil and rushing there just for nothin
nothing to do.the time still early
got my church activities around 2pm
two hours more to go again
so i decided call bui up
since i'm boring and nowhere can go...
afternoon activities+meeting
kinda boredom.i just so sleepy and tired
untill now.i'm still not really feeling well
at least i got drink refresh water from bui
so now much more better than last nite
hope that it will recover soon
-Bless me-


4days to go
sibu
i'm coming soon and soonnnnnn

60days more...
hongkong.
i'm coming again....

awwww.
so sweettt

grrrrr~!!!
boring and it's 0033am now
it's times out for me to blogging alot of rubbish here
plus i'm nothing to do.nobody online
guess bui now sure sleep like an pig already.arghhhhh~!!!
how syok.i just finish done my first folio
sigh
bye everyone.
good night



i promise...

hongkong

arghhhhh~!!!

p.moral project.just killing me

so damm many and alot

just hand-writing is available.print is not allow

what the fuck...

still in process-ing now.try my best to finish it before sunday

my hand just write untill so pain now

since i never write those many word around half years already=.=

rest for a little while

comes and blogging here for my life in 25 of march

ohya.*)

comfirm something now

sibu at next coming thurday.that's 2 of april untill 5 april

Hongkong trips on 29 of May till 8 of June

hahaaa.so damm exciting in this two trips now

i want shop like hell

but.no money no talk

daddy.money money come.*)

i know you love me always

ciao first...

times out for me

gotta continue my works .*(

tuesday

a ton of project haven't done and haven't start at all
expiring date just coming soon and soon
oh-my-gosh
who can help me?
i'm just fully of lazy-ness

ohya
this coming saturday will be our school concert
i got two tickets right now
one is rm25 another one is free ticket for every ch students
of course.i got it too
still confusing.which tickets i gonna choose
arghhhh~!!!!

hey.
times pass fast
9days more
i'll be going back to my hometown soon
near and near
can't wait
gonna shopping hard.play hard
meet all of you soonnn.....

i'm tired
don't know what's the happen going on
no choice
just let the times cure everything

hapii birthday*

Hapii birthday to my beloved Brother.Lawrence
hapii birthday to BrendaLeo here too .*)

school reopen today
damm~!!!
just so tired.woke up early in the morning .*(
talking with my friends most of the time
never even study at all
keep updated and kepo-ing with classmates.*hehe
afternoon just wnt imperial and meet bui for a little while
buy a small cake cost 50 for my brother this afternoon
agrhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!! i'm really poor-ing now
planned to give him a suprise
at last.i FAILED
nevermind.still got little suprise for him
cause he tot that i really buy nothing to him this years
since he know that i'm really poor-ing now
but.at last.i still got heart lo
buy a small cake for him.hehe
went imperial mall alone for a little while
repair my ex ph over alphacom
since i'm their customer always
meet someone over imperial too.*)
stay at home hold night
kinda boring till death
just chatting with Lyn*LoL
we two just like keep blablabla
boring here and there
nothing can do
complaining this and that around
sigh.ut's ok
that's is what we call LIFE SUCK~!!!
0910pm now
still early for me
but.what can i do
at least facing my laptop
doing nothing
times out.sleep.*)
byetoaLL
goodnight...


10days more....

sunday

ahhhhhhh~!!!!

something just killing me around

just back from church now

bored.no much people came this afternooon

cause most of them still on the way coming back from Sibu

station game again.just not really in mood to joined

but it's still fun.^^

stay at home the hold day

just went morning mass at 7-8.30am this morning

one hours piano class around 11am

2 hours youth activities around 2pm

others time just DAISY IN THE HOUSE*LoL

really so wondering i'll stay at home this two days

even my parents also felt little bit weird

so what.No choice

ciao first

bath.and sleep

untill the next morning

suiii~!!!

back to life with full-time sleeping daisy

11days more

sibu

tiring

tiring day
11.22pm now
i'm still here
wrong.i just wake up
since i sleep from 6pm untill now
woke up online and blogging for a little while^^

ohya.*)
yong text me just now
tell me that michelle had changes alot
why? what's the reason?
worry about her
cousin.please take kaire yourself
see you all soon^^

f-u-c-k you up
izzit hard for you to reply a short msg
don't forget
you do.i do
so don't try to do anything that make me angry
i'll try to do back something that make you angry
*boom
i-hate-you

arghhhhhhhhhhhh~!!!
so tiring now
still so sleepy-ing
i just go on my bed around 3am last nite
woke up around 7am this morning*wth
bui gave me a morning call
ask me went to studio
K-n-s
i just can't in mood the hold day
no-any energy
we reached studio late.paiseh
i'm the very first time went up there
nothing can do
just looking around*boring
waiting the times past
went somewhere that downstair of their studio for breakfast
then i went for my music school for my piano class
guess what.teacher say she got student
then ask me wait for Awhile
10 min.15 min.20min
wth.i'm lazy to wait
tell teacher straightly that i don't want to waste my time for waiting there
changes my class time to tomorrow^^
so i went back home
since didnt got any date
wondering.is it saturday
daisy in the house lo weiiiiiiiii^^
went to airport for fetch my daddy at 2pm
afterthat back home again
nomore
just stay at home the hold day
no really in mood...

ciao first
i don't wanna to wait more
just wasting my times
maybe is it really hard for you
just go AWAY
don't comes to me*TQ
wanna go and sleep now
bye to all of you
night.sweet dream

close

NoMore...
damm.lame.gotohell
close your bitching mouth
STOP.no any explaination
i don't wanna to hear more and much
No Choice.Disappointed.End.Changing.Stop
keep it silent or secretive doesn't meant by i don't care in everything
please don't try to betray and cheating around
i know.you do
cause i'm not Stupid or Idiotic
stop your lame hobbies.attitudes.temper
i hate.alot and alot
don't try to hiding behide
hiding more.more i know
how i know? don't tell you
no reason.cause i'm not silly^^
better stop it ASAP
don't approve.don't tell.
nevermind.i don't mind
since i can check it out in alot of way
sigh.wtf.Stop please
otherwise you'll regret it in one day
someone around you is the example
hope that you can understand it
sigh.i don't wanna to write more
just wasting my times
rather go and do something that i like~!!!
B-i-t-c-h

tag

Last beverage → refresh water from bui
Last phone call → Mr.alan
Last text message → Mr.alan
Last song you listened to → my ph ringtone.Zhaozhidaoai
Last time you cried→ last weeks or few weeks ago...

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → no i think
Been cheated on → of course .*(
Kissed someone & regretted it → huh.no
Lost someone special→ maybe...

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → complicated
Laughed until you cried → yeah^^
Met someone who changed your life → colourful or darkness?
Found out someone was talking about you → maybe.i think so...
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → i don't know
Do you have any pets → no.i hate pets
Do you want to change your name → for..NO
What time did you wake up today → 5.15am.wtf
What were you doing at midnight last night → sleeping on my sweetie bed
Name something you cannot wait for → hometown.sibu.im coming soon.13days more~!!!
The last time you saw your father→ this morning.8.30am
What's one thing you wish you could change → fattie daisy
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → no.LoL
What's getting on your nerves right now → .....=.=
What's your name → Daisy Ling KS
Elementary/Primary School→ Sjk(c)chung hua
Middle/Secondary School → Smk chung hua
High School → Smk chung hua
Hair color → black
Long or short → super long .*)
Are you a health freak → yeah.but not always =.=
Righty or lefty → lefty

FIRSTS :
First surgery → no
First piercing → when i was 13years old
First best friend → noone
First sport you joined → badminton i guess..
First pet → no
First vacation → can't remember

CURRENTLY :
Eating → no
Drinking → yap
Waiting → waiting for you .*)

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → of course.one guy one gal.it's Enough
Want to get married?→ depends
Careers in mind? → too many much and more

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → no.Impossible
Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol → of course
Lost glasses/contacts → yap
Ran away from home → no
Broken someone's heart → maybe...
Been arrested → no
Cried when someone died → yap

YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → 60%
Miracles → yes
Love at first sight → no
Heaven → complicated
Kiss on the first date→ no
Angels → not really

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → noone.
Do you believe in God? → yes.of course

blaming

my mood turned down suddenly
i'm blaming myself now
sorry for what i did
but.i'm regret.please forgive me
i hope that i can fly
so that i can go somewhereelse ASAP now
grrrr~!!!
ok.I'm fine
just a little small happen

today*
nothing much special
but.i awake by my parents around 5am today
wtf =.=
sigh.who ask i'm their driver*sienz
went here and there
place to place the hold morning
meet my bui around 12pm
lunch.sleep.tea time
spend our tea time at XingShaoBao
since i had a very long time never eat Shao Bao .*)
plus our pimples keep pop up without reason .*(
so must control our food.can't simply eat something like Kfc or Mcd etc...
night time went boulevard
grrrr~!!!!
brother alot of macam
I HATE HIM~!!!
always need me to be his driver
he is the one whose always got alot of function
since the time still early
so i decided went to boulevard
shop alone at first .*(
but at last i saw boy.ahyung.rongyaw and one?? came
so follow them for awhile
back home around 9.30pm
bui called me out from yamcha again
omg~!!!
escape it much more better
my eyes just gotta close
small and smallest

ciao first
i gotta sleep
miss my sweetie bed .*)
nitezz everyone.sweet dream

bored~!!!!

grrrrrrr~!!!
kinda boring
a very meaningless weeks with my holidays life
everyday just went to the same place
nothing to do.walk and walk.talk and talk
i want to leaving here ASAP~!!!
since everybody was fly
alot of friends going to sibu this morning
for Methodist youth choir camp
i wanna follow too nahhh.ISH

Yesterday*wednesday
Movie day
sibeh alot of people went to parkson
because of what.Movie day=.=
meet my bui around 10am
afterthat i text Yan Lan
she said got Kimmy.sze ling.en mei.kuen yen.yan.jennica.khung
all over parkson.and they decided to watch movie around 1pm
i'm lazy.but i'm so playfull too.*)
so we two decided go and meet all of them before the movie start
i just kinda tired to out.so what.i wanna to meet my friends la
since we never meet each others from the day of holidays start untill now
we was late.reach there around 1.05pm
not my fault.ask that bui.keep dressing there
kek chin^^
i reached there and we went MCD for meet all of them up
they say times over and no more tickets for the movie that they wanna watch
sigh.waste my times came over there just for nothing
they decided to shopping.walking around parkson
i just kinda tired and sleepy to walk.talk and shop
since i almost go there everyday
walk and walk.my eyes getting small and smallest
bui was hungry.so we decided went Kfc for our lunch
since they want to shop.we had nothing to do behind
meet them up once after lunch
then.they decided went to imperial mall
Khung drive.LoL*
can't even imagzine her scary driving skill
if you wanna know you can try go and ask the gals that sitting in her car yesterday
me and bui sitting in our car.looking her driving.just so worry about her
becareful la gal.*)
everybody back
guess what.i still got tution class around 5pm
grrrr.wth
when boulevard for a little shop with bui.kimmy and kuen yen
since the times still early.so we went there for a walk.teehee
kepo-ing with kimmy while tution
just wasting our times over there
keep on chit chatting*hehe
after tution.reach home.dinner.bathing
straight lying to my sweetie bed around 8pm
sibeh tired.sleep untill second morning just awake by my mummy.*)

thurday*today
nowhereelse can go
since i was going out everyday
just went imperial while waiting my car at car wash centre with bui
night time went out for dinner.that's all

countdown for the day to hometown.*sibu
sibu.sibu.sibu
im coming soon
drink hard.play hard.shop hard.eat hard
14 days to go.*wow
soon and soon
miss you all like hell
since we never meet three month above^^

ohya
hari gawai soon
two more month
meant by mid-term holidays soon
where i gonna spent with my two weeks holidays
still confusing on it
alotsa of choosen
headche~!!!
sibu.kk.taiwan or hongkong
GRRRR~!!!

chatting with Lyn in Msn just now
since we had a very long time never kepo and chit chatting in msn
updated alot of News
we found that something that scary had been happend around miri now
it's seems like a fashionable situation*LoL
you know.i know.it's okie
shhhhh~!!!*teehee

colourful or darkness...

daddy*i love you

non-makeup face

*wow

i love my daddy always

my beloved dad.*I LOVE YOU

no matter how.i'll still loving you always

you make me happy always while im down

FINE.i just back from airport now

daddy just came back from china today

one week never meet him dy.

finally.his came back already*miss you.

guess what.daddy bought 2 Lv and one Gucci bag for me at China

i love the design so much

it's not real.but so what.i don't mind

disappointed .daddy got bought one Lv that got little same as mine previous one

so maybe i'll give it to my mummy*hiaks

i'm so sad now

kinda down just now while i was waiting the flight at airport

but.i'm fine now

at least daddy got bought something for me make me happy.*)

you just trying to make me to disappointed on you once and once

i'll try my best.i won't be care so much and more

far and far.short and short.fast and fast

you just go to hell better much and more

don't keep talking alot of bullshit around

i don't wanna to hear your any bitching sound

all just FAKE

woohoo*

i'm gonna back to my hometown

very soon

missyoualllikehell

can't wait

two more weeks to go...

The weak can never forgive.

Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.